Ok..... **** it i cut 2 times today time 3 will be later. Its getting bad again i feel so low and tearful. Some tears have come down my face today. I fight not crying i never let it out till today. What do u do when u go from high to low so quick. Some times i think it would safer for me to stay at home. That way i can't really try a and kill myself coz i i don't know that i'm doing it half the time. I feel angry and tearfull in side me for no reason. I mean what would happen if i did try and end it all again. nothing...... nothing i just sent home thats it. Deep down i don't know how i feel. There's a deep dark place in our heads where only some people go, some go and come back and pop in and out ever so often. Some never come back......... I can only say i know where they go. I'm in danger of not coming back. Its where your bod is just a body and your soul and feeling have left. Sometimes you can't feel nothing just no feeling at all. I feel the tears bilding up inside me but i try to get them out but none flow. And if they do it only 2 3 and sting my eyes bad. I just can't feel like this no more. I can't be this girl no more but this girl is me. I try to get happy about things when i down but i can't i tr. I'm worried i'm losing it. I just want to feel better but with no meds or docs that say i'm just a low person and send me home when i try and die i have no hope. To feel hopeless all the time not knowing what to do with myself at night when u try and sleep and can't i ask for things to make me sleep. I'm not dead just floating i'm not dead just trying to sleep i'm scared but changing for the worst.
2006-11-26 06:59:35 · 26 answers · asked by powder_blue101 1 in Health ➔ Mental Health
I think you badly need to see a doctor and get some treatment for depression....;
2006-11-26 07:03:59 · answer #1 · answered by huggz 7 · 5⤊ 0⤋
actually not depression. I think you have bipolar disorder. You mention going from high to low. I don't know how old you are so I don't know if you live with family or alone or what the deal is. I can say though as someone with bipolar disorder that I felt tons better after I started treatment. If you can then you really need to see a psychiatrist not a psychologist. You need some medication to help you. Just because you get on meds, doesn't mean that you have to stay on them. You can just get on them for a little while until you start to handle yourself and then you and your doctor can work together to wean you off of them. You just need to know that you are worth it. Something good might happen and you'll be saying that you're glad you didn't do anything and that you're glad you are around to see that something good. Good times and bad happen all the time all around us, just keep your chin up and try to face the day. Don't do it alone though, go seek a doc. Good luck and hope you feel better soon.
2006-11-26 08:03:34 · answer #2 · answered by Erika 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Well, the sure thing is that you need some psychological help. I have had problems for the past three years and could only accept having help this past year. I tried to kill myself once and was depressed for the best part of a year.
Sitting at home is not the answer because you're more likely to think about killing yourself. Try and spend a lot of time with friends and family....anyone who makes you feel even slightly happy.
What made you happy when you were younger? If you live alone maybe try getting a puppy to keep you company?
You will come through eventually, one day something will just click and you'll see the light!
2006-11-26 07:05:42 · answer #3 · answered by daisy_chain23 1 · 2⤊ 0⤋
you're not crazy! you've just lost your way that's all. try to think positive, depression cant always be cured with pills, half the battle is believing you WILL get well again. Life is short and your a long time gone so dont waste your life searching for a miracle cure. Go back to your GP and seek more medical attention. Say it how it is to your GP, he/she can only diagnose you if you tell the truth. Get yourself busy!, while depression can be treated with pills it can also help if you excercise. I took up swimming, its cheap and you can fit it in your day, Eat well and drink plenty of water. Start tomorrow babe, i promise you by January you will feel a new women. its just getting through that first month of change that's the difficult part. IT WILL BE WORTH IT! Good luck sweetheart loads of love xxx
2006-11-26 07:15:23 · answer #4 · answered by louise 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Honey, you are depressed and need urgent treatment. Depression is nothing to be ashamed of, I know as I am coming out of a five year spiral! It's horrid, but you will get through it with treatment. You are very good at saying how you feel, so I feel counselling would probably help you quite a lot. I don't know what else to suggest apart from meds. There is a fab site www.ivillage.co.uk which has a page on it where you can get advice and talk to others who feel the same as you. I found sharing experiences really helped and you find you help others in the process. The very best of luck, Please please never give up on yourself, you are worth so much more.Good luck and hugs xxxx.
2006-11-26 07:15:00 · answer #5 · answered by maria bartoninfrance 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Sweetite, It sounds to me like you may have BI-Polar disorder. When you mentioned you feel High and then Low, that is signs of Bi-Polar, Sweetie Please go to a doctor and get yourself some help, if you do not like taking med's then I dont know what else they could do for it. You will more than likely be put on medication, but it is for the best, and you will feel so much better.
Hope you get better. I come from a family of depression, so I know a little of what you are going through.
2006-11-26 07:14:15 · answer #6 · answered by suzanne_scorpio 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I seriously think you need to sign yourself into hospital even if it's just for the weekend or something so you can have people around you to talk if you need to and also you will be safe. It sounds like you are really depressed honey and I know that is not easy but things can get better, keep your chin up doll and let us know how you get on.
2006-11-26 08:17:33 · answer #7 · answered by Angel 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Recognize in yourself what specifically is bothering you; what happened to you or what you're afraid of that's continuing to trouble you like this. The first step is letting your tears out in a place that is completely private. The second step is thinking about the source of your pain and trying to understand it, while keeping in mind that in the here and now, you are SAFE and you are capable of being HAPPY and LOVED. If you believe in God, remember that he loves you no matter what kind of pain you've been subjected to in the world of man. It's okay to fall into depression for a time. I know for me it's been necessary in coming to terms with the way I was abused by my mother. Negative feelings are essential to life, don't shut them out. But, when you're ready, allow yourself to appriciate life in the present. There is hope in every new day for you to make a new life for yourself.
Love and God Bless
2006-11-26 07:13:33 · answer #8 · answered by somamos 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋
believe me you are not alone. for one myself i am a cutter.
you do need to go find help though. you need to go to the doctor, a therapist, counselor..anyone. when your doctor sends you home does he know that you cut and have tried to killing yourself. if not tell him. if he does know and still acts like that you need to find a different doctor....and doctor which will help.
i know what you mean about the crying business..its the same with me. try your hardest to get them out though. its better out than in. if still no tears come express (let them out) some other way....write stuff down, draw...do whatever you can and enjoy which expresses yourself.
you can get through this. there is hope out there.
good luck. email if i can help you.
xxxx
2006-11-27 08:07:07 · answer #9 · answered by xxx_devil_from_hell_xxx 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
you need to see a sychiatrist this could gett better and you are rite you could die but you have to let your feelings out in a different way not by hurting you or hurting others you need to control your body and make sure that you are watching wwhat you are doing you need to change really fast i mean super fast we dont all feel like this when i get angry i go to the gym and punch stuff so maybe you can exersice while you get angry it is not heathly to cut your self and you should care you really need help does any one in your family no that you are doing this please get some help
2006-11-26 07:27:38 · answer #10 · answered by CHEER[: 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You need medication to get you through until you are feeling well. I didn't understand much of what you said but I really think you need some medical help and you need to admit it and not refuse medication. If you don't help yourself at first, how can anyone else help you? Get medical help first to balance your serotonin levels, you probably need a high dose. Don't cut yourself, try squeezing ice in your hands.
2006-11-26 07:10:15 · answer #11 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋