Jealous aren't I?

Question

I'm trying not to be, but it's so hard. I have two little cousins and they are four. My grandparents love them to DEATH and they are the centar of EVERYTHING. I was never the main "thing" but they used to talk about me some before lilah and lauren came. I'm not trying to act jealous but I feel SO left out all the time. My grandparents are thinkin' about movin' to where they live so they can be closer to lilah and lauren and they won't include me. Me and my grandmaw have a bond, a very BIG and strong bond but when Lilah and Lauren are around she lets me hit me, bite me, pinch me, scream at me, and everything else, also pulling my hair!
Our bond is fading away and since I have no mom and my dad is not the "best" she is the only thing I have. I've tried talking to her but she just says I'm jealous of them and fuses at me!
I don't know what else to do, I feel so left out and she never pays attention to me anymore. It's like she don't even care about me, and I don't exist.
Help!!!!!!!!!

Answer 1

your right to be jealous of them, they took your grandparents from you. Maybe your grandparents are just so happy about their grandchildren that their forgetting about you, trust me when they're older you'll be the center again

Answer 2

I think the jealousy is natural, but that still doesn't help your feeling left out. Try helping your grandmother with the little ones and see if you can regain some of that closeness. Also, what are some of your grandmother's hobbies or interests? Try to get involved in some of the things she enjoys so that the two of you can do them together and spend more time together. The more time you can spend together and the more you have in common, the stronger your relationship will be going forward.