What do I do?

Question

Okay, there's this guy at my school.And I like him a whole lot!!Lets just say I think you need to know some of the story before you answer.So here it is.

Okay so I'm a sophmore so is he.There was one problem that I didn't know about until further on.He has a girlfriend.Well I found out and instantly didn't like her.I tried countless of times to break them up.It didn't work.(He knew I liked him to)So I thought with everything I knew(I had a really bad relationship in the past) maybe I could use that to break them up.So I did!I sent text messages from my phone to my phone saying it was from my ex.Well he found out and got really ticked.Then at our Silver Arrow dance his girlfriend and I got into it(verbally) so that made him even madder.Well now he thinks I don't like him anymore and he broke up with his girlfriend.See I still do like him though(Me and him are talking again)so as everyday has past it has been getting harder and harder to put on this act of not liking him.Thats it

No when I say he broke up with his girlfriend.It wasn't beacuse of me.This was all his own doing.He started talking to me again and then about a month later(well now) he broke up with his girlfriend.And I know what I did was wrong and stupid and selfish.Thats why I'm asking what I do now.Because I'm afraid if I tell him I still like him I'll become that horrible person again and I don't want to be!I want to be a better friend and gain his trust back!

Answer 1

what i do not like is that you conived and manipulated him to get him and his girlfriend to break up. you are not a friend to anyone.if you have any decency you will tell him the truth and tell him why you did it. he will either go back to the ex or her will stay with you. you deserve to be alone.

Answer 2

That was a mean thing to do. You don't deserve him.
But anyway, since you are talking to him again, tell him you like him? Start with that.