i hate myself?

Question

i feel worthless, my ex was a pig to me, cuz of him i lost my baby through adoption, im too scared to hav another and anxiety rules my life. im agoraphobic, i do everythingh thro the internet. i cant get to doctors, its that bad

Answer 1

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Answer 2

You are not worthless!!! And I bet it was that "pig" that made you feel theat way, I feel for you that you ended up having an abortion because of that pig! going through anxiety is very rough-I suffer from anxiety myself but clonophine helps me alot. As far as having the fear of going out-that is not one i have experianced, but you can overcome it with some time, you need to find a person that you can really really trust and have that person go out with you, even for a short period of time until you feel you can be out for a little longer-with that safe person. If you have someone who you know that you find you trust and feel safe with that is an excellent way of getting yourself out. In time you will get over this fear. Also have this safe person take you to a therapist and a psychiatrist, therapy and medication are very helpful. This person can go in or not go into the dr's as long as you know that that person is only on the other side of the door.
I wish you well, and hope this helps alittle. You can contact me by e-mail at: [e-mail]; Good luck and God bless!
keep in touch.

Answer 3

What a swine your ex was! that is the worst thing. I really sympathise with you. You have to tell yourself that you ARE a good person - a really worthwhile, valuble person. Tell yourself every day because it's true. If you ring (or contact by e.mail) the samaritans they will get a Doctor out to see you.

I don't know if you have any belief in God but this does help. God loves you soooo much and wants the very best for you. Put your trust in Him - He will never let you down.

Your question really touched me - I hope that everything works out for you. If you need someone to chat to you can always e.mail me.
Love xx

Answer 4

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Answer 5

You can get help to get over your anxiety and agoraphobia, if you can't leave the house then why not phone the doctor and ask for a home visit, if the doctor won't come out then maybe they can arrange for the nurse to come visit you. Don't be ashamed to ask for help, once you tell them what has happened to you and how it is affecting you, I am sure they will want to help you. Don't isolate yourself, you have been through a lot and it will help to talk it over with someone. Another idea is to get in touch with a hypnotherapist, they could come to your house and would be able to help you overcome your fear of going out. Hypnotherapy can be very beneficial for fear and anxiety, (personal experience). You can get better from this. Best wishes xx

Answer 6

Don't let your past affect you. This is something I've gone through at various stages in my life!! I haven't had children but can only imagine what its like to have them taken away from you whether it was your choice or not... Try to find a close friend who you can talk to and who will really listen to you and let you cry when you need to.
A little trick I find helps me on those awful days is as soon as I start feeling cr*p, I say to myself that I am beautiful, I am loved and it doesn't matter what people say about me!! Believe in yourself honey!! Even if you have to put some phrases up on your mirror in the bathroom or bedroom...repeat them to yourself over and over again...you may think this is silly...but it really does work!!!

I wish you all the best!!!

Don't know if you believe in God but He certainly doesn't think you're worthless!!

Answer 7

you are not worthless,and dont let him ruin your life like that .go step by step each day just walk round where you live for 5 mins then each day had bit more time .that will help you get your confidence back.try not to think about your problem when you do this.and as if you want another baby if you got a decent boyfriend there is no reason why they would take the baby,even though you lost your other one,please try get out as i said step by step you can do it.and i realy wish you well.anne

Answer 8

don't let your ex rule your life, that is what your letting him do. just think that one day you will find a man that is made for you if you haven't already. don't let that self- centred fool put you off having another baby. show him what you are made of girl and get your life back on track!
as for your agoraphobia try and step foot out of your house just to the front garden or gate (whatever is at the front of your house) try and get further and further every week give yourself a target, maybe until you have reached your local corner shop?
also you could phone the doctors and get them to visit you, there is also counselling and you could have and hypnotism if you believe in that stuff.

good luck XxXxx

Answer 9

you may feel worthless and sad and angry but the pst is the past your boyfriend may have been a pig but "what goes around comes around" dont feel bad about your baby , it was the right thing to in those circumstances or you wouldnt have done. forget the past start fresh and focus on a relaxing stress free future . dont be scared to have another baby, and dont let anxiety win face your fear and do it dont hesitate just do it it will help

Answer 10

Sounds to me you suffer from extremely low self-esteem all the way around! Which isn't uncommon for abused women. You need to get in touch with your local Women's Domestic Abuse Network and seek help. You will meet lots of women their, who are, or have been in the same situation as you. They will help you get your life back in order. They are not Doctor's, so their is nothing to be afraid of. Good luck to you finding happiness!

Answer 11

Hi always remember that we are all equal== no matter what we have or do not have there is no one better on thid earth than ourselves i am sorry to hear about your ex but try using that to your advantage and tell yourself that he will not beat you down as you are stronger than him and you have a life to lead that doesn`t include him and our lives are to short to let them go rolling by so you go for it girl and with the concern and love of others you will make it, wishing you luck and love.