I am loner, no friends,depressed fellow and am developing a fetish for perversions... how can i help myself..?

Answer 1

First of all, do not judge yourself for your perversions as you call them as they are only the alternatives the body is employing for keeping you from sinking any low energetically. So when you find better ways to expend your energies you will stop focusing on them otherwise beating yourself on that would give you another excuse to beat yourself up.

Next, find out why are you in hiding, when you don't need to.

You are ok just the way you are, lovable and worthy of respect and honour from all those around you.

Start a creative pursuit to begin with, join a hobby class or some sports, friends will come automatically as you decide that you are worthy of being a friend, which you are inherently, despite what you might think or might choose to believe about yourself. You are a special and unique in this universe, you just have to allow people to see that, and once you see and start celebrating that, the world will join you.

See what are the talents you have been born with; focus on them and allow them to open yourself further as you start sharing your gifts with the universe, you inhabit.

Most if all, start celebrating all that you are. Whether we realize it often or not it is a blessing to be alive here on this planet earth we call home.