what should i do? Pls help me?

Question

ok.. There is this guy called Y(num 1). He proposed to me 3 years ago and I asked him to wait for a few years and he waited for me. I actually like num1 very much.

There is another guy called A(num 2). He is num1's cousin and he is 3 yrs older than num1.

A knows that num1's proposal to me and num 2 proposed me in last april .And I dont know what happened to me at that time.. i said yes to num 2 immediately without even thinking. ( i know that's bad). And i become num 2's girlfriend. I was happy but i knew i dont love num 2 at all. After that, i nver get any mails or ph calls frm num 1.

After a few months, i broke up with num 2. But num 2 keeps saying he loves me and he wants to get back with me. But now, I dont wanna get back with num 2 anymore cos i love num 1. I want to be with num 1. I really do. What should i do now? will num 1 ever forgive me? I want to tell him that i love him. But i'm afraid he might think i'm a slut. Pls help. what should i do now. I really love Y

I did nothing with num2. We just kissed.. that's all. Its very embarasing cos they are real close cousins. :(

and num1 doesn't know how i feel. I also dont know how to tell him that i love him.

Answer 1

Tell Num 1 you like him & see how it goes! If he doesnt want to get into a relationship with you...forget the nums & get on with your life

Answer 2

if thats all youve done, he should be cool with you, does he know you wnt to dat e him now...make sure he know how u feel, call and tell him now....then tell #2 to leave you alone, he if doesnt tell the po po....make sure no 1 know exactly how you feel

Answer 3

look do you deserve this? is this your mistake or what? if there is love it is tested by your hands. is someone holding yours? If not, you need to settle up and reach out. for yourself