I know that the typical answer will be that i am an alcoholic, but.......i can go weeks sometimes months without. but there are some days that i wake up and i just want to drink. I have had a troubled past and a D.U.I., but even though i know that i need to stop drinking to eliminate the possible consequences...I can't. I know that if i don't ''settle down'' it will get me into trouble but it seems to me that something comes over me and i just need to drink. The sad part is that after i drink (various amounts) i feel ''better'' and i know it's not right. The saying goes ''mind over matter'' but in this case, to me, it seems to be matter over mind. On the way to the store for booze, I know what i am doing is not right, but for some reason i must continue. Last but not least, when a person asks me ''what makes you happy''.....I think...a bottle of vodka. some people laugh but it is no joke. I weigh 150 lbs. and I have been picked up with a BAC of 2.13 and don't even feel drunk.pleasehelp
2006-11-13
21:26:07
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