Well I've been having suicidal thoughts ..?

Question

Well I've been having Suicidal thoughts since this January when a friend of mine died from cancer, they only became louder and more violent when my best friend died back in June , and i have tryed many times to call the help lines and talk to people , but most of the people i Tended to get , were really insesitive and just basically said shut the hell up and get over it, and one of them did accutally say that. I may be very young but i know how i feel ... I want some one to talk to but , it's so hard to find a person the understands .. whats left to do

And well Id love to tell people but theyd just think im crazy and make me talk to some gay doctor or something.. so juz yeah

Answer 1

Please listen very carefully? Dial the info line, 211 , that's the number, 211. They can put you in touch with someone who will not be insensitive. I have used this number on many occasions also for suicidal thoughts. The person called me back with-in 20 minutes and talked me down. I am thankful for the info line and the way they run it. I too battle depression and I know it's probably going to be with me for the rest of my life BUT I also know that there Are people out there that can and have helped. The operator will ask you the nature of the call and then you tell him/her that you need to speak to a psychologist about your depression, she will ask you what area you live in so that this person will be close to you. It really helped and I felt much better. If you think you need to be in the hospital, she can call ahead to let them know you are coming, again they are here to listen and direct you to whatever you need. Don't give up and I am really sorry you are going through this, I really am. Please dial 211 or your local hospital and they will help you! Be Safe.

Answer 2

I can understand how you feel. I've lost two brothers , my father, Grandmother, and an aunt to cancer. I came to terms with death and I understand we all are going to die. It's a natural side effect of being born. With out death two things will have to happen.
Humans would have had to spread all over the galaxy by now. or we would standing on top of each other the world would be so crowded.
As an atheist I don't beleive there is a time to die. I think it can be delayed by treatment or avoiding risky things, and living a healthy, active, and happy life.
But someone close to all of us will die before it is our time. And it's mine or your fault. They either were sick as your friend was or had an accident. That isn't your fault nor mine. They also did not bring the raft of God down on them for soem reason. Your friend was ill as are a millions of other people. Think of things more pleasant, and beleive times will get better for you and if you give it a chance it will.
I would do soemthing different. Visit another town if only for a weekend, write soemthing(poetry or short stories), volunteer for something like helping the elderly or the liberary. If you like to fish there is nothing more enjoyable.
I often go to the liberary for the quiet and the books. Books are brain food and good cheap therapy.
If you are not into music try soemthing. The guitor, or pano , horn.
I know people with loses like yours who took up cermics, the trumphet, even truck driving to get their minds off their loss.
There are support groups but as you say most of them are machanical in nature, and often staffed by people who have never experienced loss of someone special.
GO for a nice walk or drive and think of the things you can do remeber yuor friends and still get on with your life.
You already know neitherof your friends would want you to take your life. Theirs was unavoible but you can make a difference.

Just remember death is a natural action no matter how hard it hits you. It only need time to heal the after effects of losing a friend or family member.

Answer 3

I've been having them too but for different reasons. Mine are health related problems and financial obligations and I'm just tired. I haven't done anything because I know that suicide is one of the most selfish things that a person can do. Someone loves you and cares about you and to take your life could very well destroy them. Your attempt to talk with a hotline counselor should not have been that way and if someone told you to "get over it" then they should be let go. Have you talked to your parents or someone from church? Try to work through your hurt and emotional stress and don't take your life. It would create problems not end them.

Answer 4

My psychiatrist helps a lot. He gave me Lexapro. I'm only 13 and I have those thoughts. I haven't been taking my medicine though,so they are even more violent than before. Find a psychiatrist that can really help you. Feel free to call the line again and scream out your feelings to the poor soul that picks that line. It is so much fun, for me anyways. I have my thoughts because my parents both had depression, and two people I have been really close to died. One of them did commit suicide. The other died of enthisima (sp?).Hope you get better.

-Suicidegirl13

Answer 5

honey i've been through that stage where i just wanted it all to end. and i can say first hand that it's not the best solution. if you end it all then you'll miss so much that's left to your life b/c you said you were young. if i would have ended my life then i would have never had my beautiful daughter and i have another child on the way. and i have a great boyfriend. that's good things that has happened to me since my thoughts of suicide. i mean bad things are gonna happen in your life, but good things are gonna happen too. i've lost my grandma: who practically raised me, i lost my dad a year later and then a close friend a couple months behind my dad. yeah it's sad but always keep in mind that they are watching over you. they're like your guardian angels. and if you need someone to talk to i'm here for you. ([e-mail])

Answer 6

If you tell your dr about this, he will guide you to the correct help. A therapist or phyciatrist will be able to help you best.

Even though you are feeling sooooooo awful, it is temporary. You will be able to go on. I know how this sounds, but when I was 19 my best friend died. I didn't know how I could live the rest of my life. You will get through this, one day at a time. You need help. Know, though, that Jesus is carrying you. He is there. Be still, listen, and He will talk to you. Search for Him. God Bless, honey. xoxoxo

Answer 7

I cant know exactly how much you hurt,no one can. But I have lost both parents and 5 brothers and a sister . I've lost 2 wives and 3 children to divorce. I finally found the love of God thru belief in Jesus Christ. Please find a church with a minister you feel comfortable with,you may need to meet several before you find the right one. But please realize,your life is too beautiful,(no matter how painful) to throw away. The pain will lessen if not pass altogether. God loves you,and thru Christ I love you.I will pray for you to find comfort and strength. Seek professional help if you feel thats what you need. There is no one answer for everyone,but death is too final.
May God bless you

Answer 8

Well I would suggest that you talk to 1. your parents 2. the school counselor 3. your doctor 4 your grandparents 5 any one that will listen and even those who don't but talk to someone

Answer 9

Dude.... Go to another proffesional. That is just not healthy. Try and find the best in the state, or something becuase that's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. GET HELP NOW!

Answer 10

Your going through a lot right now and may need some medications to help you through it......something like Zoloft.....
tell your doctor your having suicidal thoughts and I'm sure you will leave with a prescription..
good luck