I feel overwhelmingly depressed tonight to the point of feeling suicidal thats not something i want to act on just the only way to describe how bad i feel inside! I've had depression my whole life i started self mutilating when i was 4 by shaving skin off my knee. I still have the depression problems, both of my parents are bipolar and when i was born i was pretty much doomed into a family full of mental illness not to mention my grandam,uncle,aunt are bipolar too. God i'm going to be like this forever i think.No matter what meds they put me on it doesnt help this is the third antidepressant i've had in 6 months i started with zoloft then wellbutrin now lamictal what can i do i'm in therapy and seeing a psychiatrist it doesn't seem to be helping what do i do? I'm desperate i'm only 23 how can i live like this forever i don't know how to handle myself help?
2006-11-10
12:20:30
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