Alright this goes with the question about being Bipolar and needing some help. All of this crap that happened over the weekend with her being a crackhead has just about put a stop to my life and I am not kidding. I am not talking to any of my neighbors. I am on such a manic low that I wish that I didn't even exist.
The police came to my house looking for her not her house after her brother tackled her.
I was doing this girl a favor by letting her live here and look what I got in return s*** on, as usual.
I feel so betrayed that when her boyfriend was over at his house that he put the phone on speaker phone and let her boyfriend listen to everything that I was talking about I thought in confidiniality and he let her boyfriend here everthing that I had to say. Last night ms. crackhead called me and her boyfriend called me a F****** B****. All i did was help him with her kids while she stayed out crackin it up. I am not talking to my neighbors now and I haven't been out o
2006-11-09 10:25:20 · 4 answers · asked by Anonymous in Health ➔ Mental Health
I haven't been out of the house since Sunday when all of this happened. I am so sick of this s*** that i can't even function and then to be betrayed by my own boyfriend is more than I can take.
I am on such a manic low that I am barely even functioning. I am so hurt that my boyfriend would do something like that to me. I thought that when we talked it was confidential now I don't know what to do. All I can do is cry. I help her boyfriend out all weekend while his girlfriend is out smoking crack all weekend and then I get kicked in the a**.
I really don't understand what is happening to me. I did her a favor and didn't call her sister or brother and now both she and her boyfriend are taking it all out on me. My family is barely talking to me because I let a crackhead move in with me but I swear I had no idea. I feel like ending it because I obviously can't even trust my own boyfriend of eight years. Can you people help me out?
2006-11-09 10:30:52 · update #1
I messed up part of this. Her boyfriend was at my boyfriends house and he put the phone on speaker phone and let him hear what I was saying to him confidentially or so I though. I have been with my boyfriend for eight years and I can't believe that he would do something like that to me. Now I am really down so far that I can't find my way out.
2006-11-09 10:42:34 · update #2
Just hang in there. It sounds like you tried to do the right thing by trying to help someone out and got taken advantage of. It's okay to feel bad about that and pissed too. Someone else's awful behavior shouldn't make you feel like you shouldn't exist. I know that doesn't really help sometimes. All I can say is that a lot of us have been in similar situations and you just have to ride this out, write it out or do something to get it out of your head.
2006-11-09 10:55:34 · answer #1 · answered by l m 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Wow! You sound like you have really been through some streesful stuff. I am sorry that you ar feeling really depressed. There are things tha you can do to helpyoursself. I think that the first thing would be to go for a long walk or put in an exercise tape or go to the gym and work out. This will help release endorphins into your system and may help you feel better to the point that you can gain some clarity about the situation.
It is hard when you have been betrayed, especially from a trusted friend. It hurts really bad. The key is, I think is to not wallow in feeling sorry for yourself and what has occurred or even look at what you have done for someone else. You can't do anything about what has already occurred. You can only do something about today. if you want to be a support to your daughter and soon to be grand child, you MUST get a grip on yourself, pick your self up and thank God that while you were living with the girl on crack, she didn't do anything worse to you than steal your cigarettes.
We all do things with some intentions. Why did you help her with her kids? They are/were not your responsibility. So, they called you a F****B****. Are they sleeping with you that you are so concerned about what they say and think? Are they paying your bills? If I recall, you were helping her not the reverse.
Do what you need to do to get yourself together. Why would you let someone determine your happiness for you. Hospitlization is not always the answer but managing your symptoms is.
2006-11-09 18:54:14 · answer #2 · answered by cbellsew 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Are you supposed to be taking any meds for your b/p? You should contact your psychiatrist for a med adjustment to help you deal with these stresses.
Ditch the boyfriend and the other so called friends or they will keep doing this to you.
Get healthy by changing your friends, it will relieve so much stress.
2006-11-09 18:36:42 · answer #3 · answered by 7aliens 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
you sound like a realy caring kind person but you know what give your self a break helpyou self first try and avoid people who will only bring you down
2006-11-09 20:54:16 · answer #4 · answered by LIL'EM 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋