I strongly believe that you are under the influence that I am obsessed, very devious. I am writing this to clarify the misunderstanding that you have of me. That night on Friday I was stupid and confused upset that my Nan was ill and had to go away. I wanted to see you that day and you were busy I was selfish but no way did I mean id go away and not contact you. Look how long it has been now and your still living in me would it ever be possible that I’d go away and not call you.Then I acted in haste and went to see you at your house. I am not a psycho or a plotter, it wasn’t like I investigated you or anything please do not think that. I came to see you because I wanted to see you. You not your family. No way did I go to speak to them. I had in my head that if anyone other then you answered I’d say I was looking for directions. Would never have mentioned you. You being the first ever man in my life I lost control of me. I am a girl with high standards,You being the first ever man in m
2006-11-09
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until I met you. You for the first time reflected me. We mirrored our views, ways and interests. I got carried away and my emotions swayed me. For the first time I wasn’t in control of what was happening to me and thus I acted in haste.
Having now reflected I realise that I scared you. Calling, txting, arguing, tantrums and visiting. You though what a mad girl. I’m sorry and am paining that you will never realise the real me and the genuine love I have for you. I know they say real love is when you let it go, but surely you still want to know if their happy, but then how will that be if your not around to give them the happiness they need.
In my high standards I wanted a man that deserves me. A man that will appreciate me. I know I would do anything for him and I know he would never have any complaints and our marriage would be long lasting. I would put my day aside to hear his I would make him proud in all that I did. Yet when you were at work that busy week I argued with you
2006-11-09
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