Have been diagnosed with depression, all concerned at first now ignored. Why me?

Question

My GP continues to ignore the fact that l continue to cut myself, my Psychiatrist is an AROGANT ASS no help at all he just wants to save the inner child. I feel lost and confussed most of the time and l don't know what to do. I feel sick in the stomach everyday now for 3 weeks, nothing is done about it, my GP just thinks its Anxiety or something to that effect, l even get chestpains to add to the problems. My sleep is restless, l'm on Anti-depressants ( Zoloft 50mg). This is the 4th one l'm trying this year, nothing works. I contemplate taking an overdose but too afraid of consequences of this action. Will l be commited for this act of desperation or ignored like my other attempts for help. I dont say much which doesn't help this situation. My anger, fear and hatred comes from within . I cannot go on like this, life is misery to me and no one can see me. And recently l've been having memory lapses, where l forget in an instant. I just want to get better, why cant people see.

Answer 1

Get proffesional help at once if ur dr wont help get another TELL him exactly what u just wrote and ask for a stronger drug, like xanax or maybe prozac

Answer 2

I have been in such a close situation. For people and even doctors who haven't been there they don"t understand what makes it better. Is there something that makes you happy? That makes you laugh and feel free? If there is grab onto it like you are drowning and it floats.

Start looking for a new GP and maybe even Psychiatrist. It is so very important that you have allies in this battle. Reach out to someone you know who has been through depression and found a way out! If you don"t know anyone I will be here for you. It is vital to have a guide who understands.

I cut myself for so long and in the last year I finally found what I needed to help me get out from under the crushing blows of depression.

Answer 3

All I can say is that not all doctors are equal. One, a GP is ill-equipped to deal with severe depression or any mental disorder. Two, if a psychiatrist does not specialize in what you truly are suffering, he cannot treat you adequately. Three, not all psychiatrists have skill needed to treat you exactly for your needs with medication. There are those who specialize in chemical treatment, others who use talking therapy. Four, a patient must be willing to work with the doctor and make a personal effort on his own illness. You can't expect a doctor to do it all, or to keep you from doing what you know you shouldn't. This can give rise to disdain both from your doctor and yourself.

Answer 4

((big hugs for you))
I really think you need to change GPs and Psychiatrist. there are good ones out there! they jsut like asses, there are good ones out there you just need to find them.
Also I know its hard to talk about stuff but maybe even talking about it more mite even help you.
Also cutting is accepted more in society more and more, its never going to be alright to do it but people understand why they do it. Someone jsut cant say don't do it adn you will just magically stop YOU have to want to stop and if thats something you want to do you need to bring it up.
The best advice my mum gave me was "This pain will only last for a little while but the scars are now there forever"
I know its a struggle for you at the moment but I promise it will get better jsut hang in there!

Answer 5

I feel for you. I truly do. I can't say "I know what you're going through" because no one can fully understand another person's experience, but I can say that I have had similarly serious experiences in the past. What has helped me are a few different things. If just one of these things helps you at all, it's worth it to me.

First, I highly recommend a book called Feelings Buried Alive Never Die. It teaches a simple, quick, painless emotional release technique that has helped me greatly. It also helps to explain some of the reasons behind "inexplicable" depression.

Second, there's just not too much to be said about cleansing and nourishing your body. Please find a kit from your health food store designed to help you do a mild detoxification. Drink plenty of water. When you're done, make sure you nourish yourself with plenty of healthy, nutrient-dense, whole foods and supplements.

Third, therapeutic-grade essential oils have had a profound affect on my mood. They have helped me to relax, to focus, to feel peaceful in a moment that seems desperate. Incorporating essential oils into your emotional release routine is very powerful as well.

Finally, I find that the Bible's beautiful hope for the future along with loving words of care and support are very reassuring for me in my darkest times.

God says at Isaiah 57:15: "In the height and in the holy place is where I reside; also with the one crushed and lowly in spirit, to revive the spirit of the lowly ones and to revive the heart of the ones being crushed."

We are also counseled in Philippians: "Do not be anxious over anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication along with thanksgiving let your petitions be made known to God; and the PEACE OF GOD THAT EXCELLS ALL THOUGHT will guard your heart and your mental powers by means of Christ Jesus."

I have often begged God for the peace of God that excells all thought. Sometimes I have to pray for it over and over again. but I always get that peace. Usually when I beg for this peace it's at night when my mind is racing and I'm fully of anxiety and desperation. I've not once felt that my prayer has not been answered.

I hope you find the peace you need! I feel like telling you that I love you, even though I don't know you. My heart aches for you! I wish you well!

Please contact me if you want any more information or comfort.

Answer 6

Call your local crisis line right now. Wanting to take an overdose is a Serious Thought. They will help you find better help.

Answer 7

Why don't you try going to the hospital. I'm sure they can help there.

Answer 8

Dr. Peter Breggin has written tons of books on this subject.
Here's one:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/073820451X/ref=pd_cp_b_title/002-5196705-8870441

You're not alone, please read on....
http://www.amazon.com/Your-Drug-May-Problem-Psychiatric/dp/0738203483/ref=pd_bxgy_b_text_b/103-5628665-9942218

Your drugs may be screwing u up.

This is a great book, the vitamin bible, like a manual for your body.
http://www.amazon.com/Earl-Mindells-Vitamin-Bible-Mindell/dp/0446361844/sr=1-4/qid=1163024863/ref=sr_1_4/103-5628665-9942218?ie=UTF8&s=books

Very informative.
All the best!