Will I ever be happy in life?

Question

I have been married twice.Got divorced once and currently seperated for 3yrs,with no contact with my hubby.I hardly have friends l can go out.All friends are phone friends.I tend to lock myself at home.Even when I have 1 week off from work, I stay home all the time.I want to make friend but don't want to go out.When I have friend I like going out with them.Recently I met a foreign man who is younger than me.He says he got feelings for me, but he has suddenly stop contacting me.After 10 days he asked me if I want to meet him.I should have let it go, but I didn't.I went to spent 6 night with him.We argued and be hapy but went back to sqaure one.When I return home he didn't contact me.When I annoyed him with sms he said he is still with me but can't sms me 200 times, he is busy.But he is not even sending 1 sms.I know he don't care for me but why I want to retain him and can't think anything except him.Am in real pain, feel like dying, but my parent will suffer, he probably wont know I die

Answer 1

Zoojenee is right. You have to take control of your life right away. Nobody in this world is going to do it for you....nobody but you! Make the decision to change your life and get out and live. Anybody who has no human contact and nothing to do is obviously going to be depressed and unhappy. Join something, meet people thru work, work out, volunteer. Activity is going to help you get the momentum going for your life. Get off the computer now and go.......

Answer 2

hey...just relax a bit...let this dude go...get some help..some counseling it is free at your local mental health center...
go get active..exercise...go to some public events..concerts...parks...ballgames...believe you me a single girl at a ballgame or concert will get plenty of attention..just weed trough the dorks cause there will be lots of cool dudes at these joints....GO DO SOMETHING POSITIVE TODAY! do not wait..do not sit home and do not contact that dude anymore!!!1