Ok, so here it is. I'm not an outgoing girl; I don't look for attention. I think I'm attractive, but not to the mediocre guy. I'm quiet and a good student. I have a boyfriend who I love, who I could see myself marrying, and I know without a doubt he loves me. But i cannot stop thinking, fantasizing, and spitefully pondering this other guy. He is completely self-interested, egotistical, and disrespectful. Everytime he sees me, he manipulates the situation to get us alone. He forces his kisses and cuddles on me, and I admit, I love it. But I will not cheat. I will not even allow myself to be alone with him anymore. The truth is, I know what I mean to these three: I mean nothing to the jerk, everything to myself, and even more to my boyfriend. I refuse to let this jerk get the best of me or my relationship, but at the same time...I can't stop thinking.
2006-11-06
10:11:52
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Joan
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