Im a loser HTKM?

Question

well if anybody is wondering whats HTKM is its
How To Kill Myself

its not like im gonna but im that desperr
im an asian that wanna be white (not like im MJ though)
its just i wanna be more comfort more at school (HS)
cant have anygirls around me and im not even looking for a date its just when i see a guy that only talks to guy they look like losers and thats what i am right now
its just not that a suck at football ( dunno why i even tried out 4 it)
my body is 0% muscle (not fat a weak looking loser )
and my looks.. ugg
asian face asian face
who will think a asian guy looks cool
Im just a loser
can talk with new people i meet
make stupid jokes
bad brain ( oh yeah lose the only thing thats good about asians)
I just feel like a loser
its not like anyone is making fun of me (at least not to my face..)
Im just a piece of asian ****.. 1~2years later it gonna get worse i know it..I just wants some good friends and some girls i can talk with(not like hooking up or a date)

Answer 1

you sound like me about 2 or years ago lol... i used to wish i was never asian and just wanted to be white... lol dont resort to being white. love who you are and love yourself. chicks dig confidence not a person who already thinks theyre a loser. if you only talk to guys it doesnt make you a loser bro trust me. :/ dont try to be upset that you're asian and your asian face...im asian and im proud of it..and i dont even have a lot of asian friends... lol... never diss asians like that...one thing we asians know how to do is to cheer up a fellow dude whos feelin a bit down... what if you were white what would change? nothing... cuz you are who you are.dont turn emo either cuz u'll regret it. you gotta feel confident about yourself first... if you dont then you're helpless. look at self help tips on how to boost your self esteem or something lol

if girls only talk to girls does IT MAKE THEM A LOSER? I HOPE NOT LOL

if ya wana talk bout this send an email to me @ [e-mail] and we can chat over aim or something... i mean if you just need a person to talk to about it im always here

Answer 2

>.> *dropkicks*

I'm Asian, and I don't have that great looks, and I'm an average athlete. I've got barely any muscle. Got some, but compared to my friends, they're small, but I'm not freaking. Asians are smaller than other people. And my friends a bit weird(weird, but cool), but I'm cool with it.

If you want to get bigger muscles, start working out, play sports, be active.

You don't wanna look Asian but want to be white? Well, you can't really fix that. Stop acting like a poser, then maybe someone will see you for who you are, not the Asian that wants to be white.

Make stupid jokes? Think of something better. Or try not to make too many jokes or something. I dunno.

Anyway, you can improve yourself in a lot of ways. Just think of something that would improve yourself, not your ego. Well, that's about all the advice I can give.

Answer 3

dude just get over it