i lost my dad only a year ago (my grandma's son!) we were absolutly devastated. i have not recovered from the trauma yet, my grandmother is 86 and she raised me with my father. i love her to death. she is stubborn sometimes and hard to deal with but just thinking of her dying, is killing me! that feeling i had when i got to my fathers hospitol room 2 minuets after he passed away i fell to the ground, screaming and crying histericaly. i am getting more and more dpressed because my only parent left is leaving me soon- how in the world do you prepare yourself or get rid of all the guilt of things that i have done that i cant take back. i dont know how to deal with this pain of the loss of my father and soon my g-ma. she did get to meet her 4 great-grandboys. my father only met 3 of his grandboys and my last baby i named after him as he was concieved after his death. i just need some words of inspiration...thank you so much!!!
2006-11-01
08:33:19
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A Proud Marine's Daughter
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