I trully feel like these days that I may very well be single for the rest of my life. You know how it is, when you really like somebody and they either play you behind your back, or in your face. It kills your faith in the fact that you may find the supposed "ONE" one day. And what makes it hurt even more, is when you see happy couples that have been together for months upon months, years apon years. It really makes you envious. Im tired of it, im about to just turn into one of those people who have sex with whoever they want no strings attached and just move on with my life. Love is Dead. but of course im only sayin this because im soo frustrated, and angry. Can any of you relate to how im feeling? by the way im 20.
2006-10-28 21:36:29 · 8 answers · asked by Yahoo 3 in Family & Relationships ➔ Singles & Dating
i think i can relate to you. throughout my whole life people have told me(and still do tell me) that i'm a very depressed and pensive person. but i couldn't help it. Anytime I experience any kind of joy I'd feel guilty because, though it might a joyous occasion, I knew that there were people out there in the world who are just plain miserable and are going through hardships I would never experience. It made me feel like I didn't deserve any kind of happiness since I have lived such a fortunate life
this change when i met my bf (ex now). because for once in my life i was able to truly be and stay happy without feeling guilty. whenever i was around him, my inner conflicts would disappear. i felt so happy with him. just having him there with me would suffice. us finding each other couldn't have been just a mere coincidence. and i still believe that.
sadly, he broke with me. he felt that i shouldn't be with him because i was too good to him. (he was sex addict and would cheat on me and i would always forgive him b/c i knew it was just a physical thing, and that he loves me.) he tried so hard to work on that problem. but he eventually gave up and felt that he was undeserving of me. and that hurts so much.
i tried to move on, i dated other guys. but i just kept comparing them to him and i was never fully happy wiith them. eventually those relationships failed miserably.
everyone has told me that i would one day get over him but i can't forget him. i honestly feel like he was it. that though down the road i might find other people, it won't be the same. no way in fu*kin hell would i find that same kind of chemistry with another human being. and so i feel like i'm always going to have that little bit of loneliness in me for the rest of my life regardless if i find someone else. currently, i'm talking to this guy at school but i have a good feeling it's not going to work out either...
i'm trying my hardest to move on but the thought that i''l never be with him again kills me.
2006-10-29 08:06:22 · answer #1 · answered by young one 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I'm 22 and I feel the same way but for the opposite reasons. I see so many breakups, divorce, and problems all around me that it makes me feel like love is dead. You become jaded you know? Seriously, I have so many friends who are in these seemingly "great" relationships, but there is so much going on that isn't apparent. It's sad. I don't know one person who hasn't cheated. I guess I've just become really cynical. Not to mention, the holidays are coming up. Hope you feel better soon! I hope I do too!
2006-10-29 04:41:39 · answer #2 · answered by Nicole83 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
well in your age, i don't see any reason why you should say that!!! everyone of us has it's own destiny and when the right time comes, whether you like it or not you'll find the right one for you!!! Love will stay alive no matter what...just enjoy life and follow the flows....
2006-10-29 05:11:02 · answer #3 · answered by she 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
in some people yes
2006-10-29 04:40:42 · answer #4 · answered by Kelly Bundy 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
love ois not dead its somewher out there u just havent found it yet
2006-10-29 06:55:48 · answer #5 · answered by Cat 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
not in my life
2006-10-29 04:42:53 · answer #6 · answered by acid tongue 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
yes -- can definitely relate
2006-10-29 04:47:58 · answer #7 · answered by vanillaspice 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
unfortunatly
2006-10-29 04:39:51 · answer #8 · answered by catsclaw 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋