My heart goes out to you. I am in my first year as an intern, and I do check this site sometimes for things of this nature.
Are you under any sort of maintenance care with a neurosurgeon? If not, you need to get back to one asap. Seizures can slowly take away from a person's integrity, self worth, and worst of all, cause lack of endorphin flow to the brain and can cause permanent damage to your brain.
The seizures itself could be what is causing a chemical imbalance in your brain, making you unable to produce naturally occurring "feel good" chemicals. This can be treated with many different types of ssri's, mri's,, and a plethora of other medication to treat your depression.
Tell your doctor about your depression first. It is the first step to staying well. Also, have you tried any sort of anti-convulsants to keep the seizures at bay?
All in all, maintenance by drugs that would bring what you are experiencing under control and can give you your life back.
Your tumor may be operable now, have you been able to check?
I know you are going through a hard time, who is your support system? Rally them to your aid, that's what your family is here for, your parents are legally obligated to help you through this. If money is an issue there are plenty of state funded and gov't funded programs to completely take care of your bills depending on your money situ.
Don't worry about what others are doing right now, worry about keeping your life. Dying is no fun, and it is not something you can change your mind on once happens. LIVE. there are so many ways to remind yourself your life is worth fighting for. take a look around....watch "American Beauty"....everything is a gift, and life is too...to quit without a decent fight is something Mike Tyson does...and we all know what everyone thinks of him....LOL.
good luck,sending you light
kiki
2006-10-28 20:09:55
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answered by kiki877 1
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First of all, name or cross for your nearest wellbeing dept wherein ever you can be..... Fill out an program for medicaid, you must be eligible on this trouble. It can pay for the whole lot from the health care professional visits, exams, ultrasounds, and the delivery considering that your coverage is not accredited at so much areas. This is what I have needed to do. I'm now 17 weeks pregnant, on medicaid and am doing first-class. I had no coverage to start with now I'm entirely included with the aid of the state. The hospitals cannot deny you it doesn't matter what so should you consider the must see a health care professional you might constantly cross to the emergency room. They cannot refuse you cure and or refuse you of looking for a health care professional's recommendation at the same time there.
2016-09-01 04:14:23
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answered by chautin 4
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well first of all hon i am not a MD and i don't know how many MDs have time to surf the web so you need to talk to your regular MD and see what he or she can recommend for a specialist...it has been 4 years since your last operation...maybe now there is new technology...to sdo it better like lasers or something...just never give up...who did it the last time...call that Office back...and maybe this time it could be treated with medication instead...never quit..you are worth more than that and trying to cheat and leave this world before your time....be strong...maybe someday you can tell your story and help someone else out!!!
2006-10-28 19:46:57
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answered by TWISTER 4
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a man went out of his home ....he fought with his wife ....slaped her daughter ....beated hard his son....went out and was crushed in roadside accident..........even his body was not visible.......
this is no fiction...it happend a day back .....where i live.......
at night i was unable to sleep and i kept thinking ....how, why , and who did this ......to him
look friend i am doctor tayyab ..... i see a lot of patients who say we dont want to live.... but by god ,..... i know when angel of death will come ...no one will preffer to die.....
i understand your problem.... yes it is a big problem.... but dear , one thing ...plz 1 thing you must think .....god has done this and he can revert that ........ their must be ...must be some good for you aside from this .......
bring your self to stand on your feet with strenght and power ...and forget about those seizures ...
consult any good onchologist ...take treament prescribed by him ... and try to become a person who can not be defeated at any cost .....
from my side .... i will pray for you ....for all of my life ...may god(we muslims call allah) give you full health.... ameen
may allah bring happiness in your life and give you pleasures .ameen
may allah bring strenght to you always
amen
2006-10-28 20:23:34
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answered by greatmangentletrue 3
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Of course your condition is making you misurable, but you are alive! There will be a cure for you in the future. I will pray for you.
2006-10-29 00:02:26
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answered by Nana Susie 3
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