I have not had the easiest life and my family is not interested in me. I want to be able to wake up in the morning and be happy and excited about the day. I do not even want to go to sleep because I do not want to face the next day. I am 28 and it has been this way for about a decade. I can hide my misery from My girlfriend,friends and co-workers semi-easily because I have had plenty of practice. I have not had a drink in 3 weeks and have 1 week to go until my 1 month goal. I can not wait to start drinking again. I am probably wasting my life but I am so tired of life in general and just want to go to sleep and not wake up on any given day. The hollow shell of my soal is always pressing on me. Drinking helps me for the now but I do not have fulfillment. any body else share this problem?
2006-10-23
06:53:32
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Joshuwa G
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