It's scarey, the waiting is probably the worst. I have no idea how much damage was done with the first rupture, but you can type and use the internet. There is something yet for you to do. (I don't want to, just let it be over) Calm, my friend, all in it's proper time. The funniest thing happened to me, it was the tiniest most insignificant thing. It reminded me that everything we do has an effect. We were looking for tractor parts and the guy was having a hard time finding the right one, we had no clue, were sent off by my dad with the tractor number and make. There was some piddly thing that would make the part the wrong one, then the computer he was using crashed, the book they used to match parts was taken from the counter, the abm machine went down. We were obviously in a rush and nothing was going right. "I am so mad right now," the guy said. His idea of mad was...??? I don't know most people yell and curse, he was so quiet and I said. "Gee, I wish I could get mad like you. I'd love to have that kind of control. " He put on a bright smile, "You have no idea what that means to me he said. Thankyou. Most people think I'm well, " and he just looked down and never finished the sentence. I let it go 'cause that felt like the right thing. He finished up the sale, finally, and said to me. "I meditate." And turned about 10 shades of red. "I'm going to try that," I said. And I did. It has made a profound difference in my life.
See, life isn't always what we think it aught to be, and it's hardly fair, sometimes it's just too damn hard. Know that you are making a difference, that's not a line of BS. Hang in there. May all that is good be with you.
2006-10-23 00:28:35
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answered by Anonymous
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Talk to the counsellors that are around. If you have had an aneurysm, you have beaten the odds because you got treatment quickly.
No doubt, you are in rehabilitation now. That is a depressing time because these people are mean and push you to do as much as possible for yourself.
2006-10-23 01:13:23
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answered by Buzz s 6
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You poor thing! If you should have died you would have died. If your still alive, that 's because God still wants you to be alive. Seek him in prayer and find a good bible and Jesus believing church. Sometimes he puts us through terrible trials because he's trying to get out attention. The bible says, "Draw near to God and he will draw near to you." He has a plan for your life.
2006-10-23 00:11:27
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answered by Anonymous
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I wish I could answer your question, but I can't. I really hope you find a way to achieve happiness with what you have left. You are in my prayers.
2006-10-23 00:14:32
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answered by rhymingron 6
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Thats when you kick yourself in the butt and stop the self pity and thank the lord you are still alive.
2006-10-23 00:12:43
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answered by darlene100568 5
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Unable to think from that point. Srry...
Suecide, it worked for Cleopatha.
2006-10-23 00:09:41
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answered by Anonymous
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quit looking at the past and looked toward the future your ALIVE.... just pray and move on... is what i would say
2006-10-23 00:12:54
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answered by naturalherb_101 1
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Obviously you shouldn't have died or you wouldn't have lived... JMHO
2006-10-23 00:05:47
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answered by spiritualjourneyseeker 5
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I am unable to think upto that point.
2006-10-23 00:06:58
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answered by saumitra s 6
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WOW
2006-10-23 00:08:50
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answered by Nepolean Dynamite 2
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