im yur average 19 yr old white, upper middle class male trying to get my life started, but sometimes ill randomly think that it would be a lot easier to jus end it all than to go another day..i usually ignore this feeling because it usually goes away..im not usually depressed unless i have a reason to be and Im overall happy with my life as of now..also i used to have a drug problem from 14-18 (i was on everything from weed to heroin and crack) and im glad and lucky enough to say im still here..but sometimes i have these wierd thoughts like i could be an angel or something..and sometimes i think that im dead (which relates to one time i was on shrooms and thought i was the only one left on the planet) I often see shadows in the corner of my eye..which i percieve as either good or bad..other times i drift off in my own thought but i usually stay social..this problem used to be a lot worse for me but ive gotten used to it..or it could all jus be in my head...i jus want some1's opinion
2006-10-19 15:53:39 · 10 answers · asked by lschuylerl 1 in Health ➔ Mental Health
ps..i tried therapy n it was stupid...i thought i was clear in saying im NOT gunna kill myself and im not feeling sorry for myself or ne thing..this situation hasnt affected my life whatsoever..i tell those who care and it usually turns into a mind numbing convo about the universe or sumthing.. neway wat i realy just wanted was to kno if anyone else has ever felt similiar to the way i feel
2006-10-19 16:15:44 · update #1
Sounds like you have experimented and are on the right path to be a responsible adult. Counseling would good for you at this time to reassure you. Enjoy life.
2006-10-19 16:06:47 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Sounds to me like you are still remembering the drugs , or trips on the drugs . It takes a while to get over that . I'm a recovering Alcoholic 5 Yrs. sober . I know a little about additions and recovery . You need some to talk these things out with . Have you ever tried a twelve step program ?
The occasional thoughts of " just ending it " are something that we in recovery think about . IT IS NOT AN OPTION ! there is a lot to live for . Tell someone what you feel and ask for help , Please .
I did and my life is so much happier and full filling than it ever had been . Life is cool if we give it a chance !
2006-10-19 16:08:03 · answer #2 · answered by Geedebb 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Okay so you have done a few drugs in your life time. This is not the end of the world. Maybe you had a few other worldly experiences, maybe you are slightly psychic. Whatever you are, you are not the only one on this planet, you are not dead. You are a young man with his whole life ahead of him and in stead of dwelling on some weird problems with flashbacks, you should start looking at a flash forwards. Quit feeling sorry for yourself and start living. Stay off the mind altering drugs and take some responsibility for yourself. Good luck and happy living to yah.
2006-10-19 16:01:45 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Go to your doctor and talk about this. You could just be having ramdon thoughts because of starting out on a new path in life. Makeing changes into the "adult" world can be scary. Sounds like you have some depression going on. Totally treatable, but only if you go to a doctors and get help. Good Luck!
2006-10-19 16:02:29 · answer #4 · answered by stolibabe2003 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
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2016-10-16 05:42:13 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
I would definitly talk with a docotor- They can help you. I've never experienced drugs, but I can promise you that you are not an angel and that you are very well alive. You need to get someone who can give you the help you need to get over this problem. It cannot be healthy. Good Luck.
2006-10-19 16:00:11 · answer #6 · answered by Pamela G 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Therapy is not stupid but sometimes we are just not connected to the right therapist. You should try again and it helps to be totally honest even if it sounds crazy!! Some of the things you could be experiencing are actual spiritual things, try meditation.
2006-10-19 17:26:30 · answer #7 · answered by tamara.knsley@sbcglobal.net 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
go to the DR and get on some sort of anti-depressant
2006-10-19 15:58:38 · answer #8 · answered by Bren 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
some days are better than others.
you are fine my boy, this will pass.
2006-10-19 16:02:49 · answer #9 · answered by uzurhead 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
what what what what what what you r talkin 911
2006-10-19 15:56:42 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋