just recently i have lost most of friends,the women i love(by telling her how i feel)everithing i do is destroing everithing around me,all i tuch is transforming to ashes,everything i say is a mistake,i have abroken heart,i broke all the others hearts,im drinking like hell,im smoking my head off..i have nothing to live for.2day i went out and i got a nice gun and i just wander if i have to set back b4 i us it or i just have to pull the trigger?i just can b around and destroy every1 happiness and well had enough,...should i just go.....???
2006-10-19 11:50:48 · 11 answers · asked by Anonymous in Family & Relationships ➔ Singles & Dating
Sleep on it. I know that tomorrow will be a better day for you. Start one day at a time and go from there. Put the gun away and if need be get some help if you can not pull out of this on your own. There are alot of people who care all you have to do is open your eyes to what is around you.
2006-10-19 11:53:33 · answer #1 · answered by sammy 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I'm not lying and I dont want to sound like a fake or anything, but I've been in your possition -the smoking. I had lost everything I held close and I turned to drinking and one night i had a gun pointed at myself. Thinking back to that point, I feel scared because i almost pulled the trigger. However, while i held the gun to my head, I remembered that I hadnt fed my cat, who was climbing onto my lap. I put the gun down and fed it. Then i went out and did things that made me feel better. I even went to a friend whom I had heard, and broke down crying on her doorstep. She helped me through it even though i had treated her like crap. The next day, i sold my gun and started a new life. Now, a year later, I have a few good friends an ok job, but I try hard to stay optimistic and love life. Religion can also help you...Give it a try! dont give up on life, there are so many things you havent yet expirienced that can give a feeling unlike any other.....If you ever need to talk, I'd love to, just email me....:)
2006-10-19 12:05:52 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
NOOO go get your money basck for the gun pay some bills if u r an adult and have any try to stop drinking and smoking get in support groups and fix ur life by killing urself u will only upset ppls more and it would be stupid thats y u came on to ask cuz u dont really wanna do it!! if u need som1 to talk to u can talk to me anytimes
2006-10-19 11:54:17 · answer #3 · answered by Nightchild 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
just think about it, is it worth it? If you are honest to yourself, then noone can take that away from you, and believe me you can't destroy all you get in contact with!!! it just seems like it, if you stop hurting yourself you'll find out that the world around you stops hurting also... Find anything you can to use as a positive mark, and get back in the saddle!
2006-10-19 11:56:55 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
why did u lose ur friends is it the way u act, treat people.sounds like ur depressed also a chance of bio=polar moments be more open email me back open up buddy not able to get help if u dont open up more
2006-10-19 11:54:51 · answer #5 · answered by inpain in ohio 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
nope!! I am pretty sure you are good for something and that people care about you. Meet new people go out and have fun! Live life!
2006-10-19 11:54:16 · answer #6 · answered by Natasha B 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
your so selfish! killing yourself is ONLY gonna cause more pain for the people in your life, and its gonna be worse then the stuff your going through.
dont live for today, live for tomorrow and the good times ahead :)
2006-10-19 12:00:58 · answer #7 · answered by justasking 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Don't go! Call the suicide hotline. I got help that way but the best advice I got was "just stop it." Stop the self-destrictive behavior. Don't go...
2006-10-19 11:58:15 · answer #8 · answered by smecky809042003 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
there's htis website called responsehotline.org and you can talk to people from the website live. check it outt and stay strongg babe=]
2006-10-19 11:53:54 · answer #9 · answered by angel 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
you should be reported for your own good
2006-10-19 11:52:47 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋