Arg am i realli messed up or insane?

Question

There are times when i feel like i am losing my mind. please help me people....
I feel like i am the most fuked up teenager in the world.
It all started about a few months back, i had thought the world was fake and i had a freak out late at night. I thought what if everyone was fake and ect. i wanted to scream in my room. After that night nothing was better. I remember then recalling childhoods memories of mine and i always thought my mom had sexual urgues towards me, iuno it weird because she'd always want to rub my back and she would come into the shower when i take showers of course everyone in my family never gave anyone privacy but because of what school told us about sexual harrashment n abuse n stuff i always thought u noe it was weird. for some reason i started remembering those things and i decided to talk to my girlfriend. I forgot how things happened but before i could say anything. I said i have somethings i needed to tell her about me and my mom and she thought i was gonna

gonna say i had a crush on my mom or something of course she was joking and stuff but it realli got me thinking. I was like **** what if i liked my mom and tats y i was thinking all these things then i remember freud and his theories. And i thought wtf did i want my mom and u noe. And i was in terrible shape for weeks and i start to become realli unhappy and depressed and weirded out. Then after a while i started seeing sex everywhere in everything. I felt like throwing up a lot of the time and i felt sick. I dun wanna talk or see my family. And im depressed. Im in college now but i can't call back home because i feel uncomfortable talking to my mom. **** i never felt this way before but now i feel insane now. Just recently im not even sure about my sexuality anymore. Could i be turning gay because i see sex everywhere! i dun wanna and im started to hate everything

any advice would help.. i've forgotten what its like to be happy.... if ur gonna tell me im messed up i already know i am... and i only c sex in disgusting things now... such as old ppl, monsters, blood, and things that would normally disgust me i can c it as sex n stuff.

Answer 1

you may wanna go see a psyciatrist. it could be a hormonal imbalance. beyond that i cant help you.

Answer 2

You are half right. Your thinking is messed up. That doesn't mean you are messed up. This kind of thinking would drive anyone crazy. Please don't let that happen to you. Since you are in college, I would suggest you start out at the mental health clinic at school. If there is not one, then see anyone in the health clinic. They have to atleast have a nurse on staff.

You need help sorting your thoughts out and separating reality from fantasy. A therapist can help you do this.

If you don't find sufficient assistance at college, then see if you are covered under your parents health insurance. If so, find out what the proceedure is for getting a mental health referal. Most insurances will not require you to see a general practitioner first, but it is always a good idea to have a physical. This way your general practitioner can rule out any psysiological causes for your confusing thoughts. I suggest you start with therapy rather than medication because I think you will get the most benefit from therapy.

If the above sources are not availible to you, go to the county mental health clinic. They can help you find a therapist and apply for whatever public assistance you will need to pay for that therapy.

No matter where you go for therapy remember this: "You will only get out of therapy what you put into it." If you do not put effort into making the therapy work, it will not work for you.

Answer 3

Your a teenager. That's actually not uncommon. Think to Freuds theory on men and women. He states that men seek women like thier moms and women seek men like thier fathers. This is normal. Add in a heap of ragging hormones and a school talking about privacy and sexual harassment....btw...totally not what they meant..but unfortunatley you applied it to your life....they are speaking in reference to the school and staff. Sexual harassment is the univited sexual advance or inuendo directed at an offended person. Mom's and Dad's don't generally sexually harrass there kids....My mom was the same way..always bardging in , no privacy the works.. my family was the same. Trust me.. they sound pretty normal. Granted..it sucks but some parents just don't see it as a privacy issue bcause your there kid, YOUR NOMAL...just confused. Its common to question sexuality and the like... your more curious than other but so what.. It happens.. You have to decide what makes you happy...
Talk to your girlfriend..get it all off your chest. If yoou're ok, talk to a couselor. Just talk..its the key... RElax.. I had a whacked family, now I'm 35, three kids and still insane..but then again..sanity is over rated!!( JOKE) ENjoy life...don't fret it..

I would urge you to talk to a school counselor. Start off on the right foot. If your ok with that and you still feel confused...talk to a therapist or psychologist...

Answer 4

They have free counseling on most college campuses. It would be a good idea for you to go talk to someone about what's happened to you.They may even have a psychology dept that could reccomend someone for you to talk to. It sounds like a lot of stuff happened that creeped you out when you were younger .The main thing for you to remember is that it wasn't your fault if your mother acted in a way that was inappropriate towards you.Get some help so you don't have to suffer with confused feelings. Thats no way to live. You're young and deserve to be happy .

Answer 5

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Answer 6

Looks like an evil force is messin with you, Dont give it all the power and lose in life.
Call your Moma, she loves u and u love her as a mom.
Tell your mind...Rebuke ye devil by the blood of Jesus when all these crazy, evil thoughts occur. U will instantly feel better.
Your mom is just a mom like all moms.
Your mind just needs to think positive and rid all evil forces that are trying to drag u down.
Take Care and Prayer changes things fast.

Answer 7

its ok you're not alone. i feel like a F#cked up kid too. just talk to somebody like an adult/counselor/therapist somebody like that. somebody that you can trust. get help so you can get this all off your chest and feel better.

hope that helps! :)

Answer 8

wow...well, I'm not a therapist or a doctor, so I don't want to give you any advice.I can only suggest PROFESSIONAL help. I wish you the best of luck and just want to tell you to hang in there.