Can a relapse change your personality?

Question

I've been diagnosed schizoaffective bipolar and am on Risperdal and Lithium and I'm coming out of a relapse, but I'm noticing my personality is changing. I am now more closed off, caring about things I used to be apathetic about, more self-conscience about my body and weight, and when I am around people I like and am comfortable with, I'm not as I used to be where I'd join in the fun. I used to be fairly sexual, and now I find I'm pulling away completely, to where the thought of a kiss makes me cringe. So another questions, am I out of the relapse or is it still there?

Answer 1

Bipolars sometimes have a longer period of adjustment to the pills. It is common for them to feel for a second like they are losing some of their personality, because they no longer have as drastic ups and downs as they were used to. It should pass soon when you get accustomed to the changes. If it doesn't I would consult the doctors about a change in prescription.
Another aspect to consider is that sometimes bipolars are not aware of their true individuality. What they assumed to be the concept of the self, was created due to their previous disorder.
So, also try to see if you find a new sense of identity. Many people get discouraged by the idea of what they should be, based on their previous experiences. There is no "shoulds" in the area. Enjoy the fun you have now. Try to discover your new and improved self, if you can. For all you know, you are now getting closer to your true identity. It could be you are about to discover your tastes. But once again, if you dislike the change because it really makes you unhappy, I would approach the doctors. Good Luck.

Answer 2

I am not a health professional but I would like to answer your question as a fellow women. Some of the things you mentioned are pretty "normal" many women go through things with their bodies and there will be times were they don't want to be touch. Sometimes as a human being we arn't comfortable with ourselves, you have to learn how to do that first and then being comfortable around others will come.