Sometimes i get thoughts like bad thoughts about anyone ...like my grandfather for example. He is going into surgery. a big one and i was thinking about death and i was like well i won't miss (then something he does that i don't like) but then i argue with myself in my head and be like no! or i would say in my head "i hope he dies then in my head i say no i dont! see, i am close to my grandparents and love them sooooo much! they never did anything to hurt me in any way. I was wondering if OCD was part of this because i know you can get unwanted sexual thoughts or images. I get sexual and bad. I feel like a horrible person. I could cry thinking of things going wrong with my grandfather. I NEVER EVER used to get these thoughts until my last ex controlling bf. I heard stress could cause OCD. Please help before i make myself go crazy!!! Thanks!
Just keep in mind i know you don't know me but i am SO close to them so i would never want anything to happen to them or i'd be devistated
2006-10-11
13:24:43
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