i'm so sick of this......................?

Question

okay, i've suffered psychological problems most of my life, and now, at 19, i suffer from anxiety alot, which, it was easy to cope with a few month back, then for some reason, god and satan started to come into my mind alot.

like, reasoning with them, although i never hear there voices, and asking for there help, when i don't want it.

this has been causing me distress that has been keep leading to phases of anxiety and fear.

when i try to tell myself, i'm worrying irrationally, something in my mind tells me that i'm not, and that some supernateral force is going to attack and possibly kill me, so its like a constant inner battle.

i'm not religious, well, not in a sense that i go to church, i believe that there is good and bad in the world, but thats about it.

could anyone tell me why they are keep coming into my mind, as its really starting to worry me

Answer 1

I had a nervous disorder when I was 7 and spent 3 months in Great Ormond Street and Tadworth Hospitals. The doctors put me on Phenobarbitone and told my parents I would be on it for the rest of my life. An aunt went to a Spiritualist faith healer called Harry Edwards. My family did not know about this. The doctor saw an improvement in my condition and, experimentally, took me off of Phenobarbitone. There were no withdrawal symptoms and no symptoms of the illness. However, from that time I had "voices in my head." I experienced telepathy and precognition. Over the next 14 years I became increasingly obsessed with the Occult. I practised astral projection, self hypnosis, Raja Yoga and so on. I used "magic mirrors" and other occult devices and methods. By the time I was 21 I was in fear of my sanity. I could have been diagnosed as psychotic and schizophrenic. However, some fellow students at a computer college I attended told me that what I had was a demon. This was October 31st 1978. On November 5th 1978, at St Marks Kennington, I was exorcised by Nicholas Rivet-Carnac and baptised in The Holy Spirit. My mind was filled with a blue white light and I felt as if I was drunk. I was totally care free. My mind felt as if it was my own for the first time in a very long time. I did have to adjust to life without my abilities, but I have been going on with Jesus ever since and have never regretted it.

My advice? Before you let them put you on a course of drugs you may never come off of, go for exorcism. Go to an Evangelical Charismatic church. It does not matter what denomination as long as they practise the Gifts of The Holy Spirit.

Answer 2

Blessed soul. Sounds like you need someone to hug you and tell you that it'll be OK. You are not alone.Calm down and breath. Now sorround yourself with as much love as possible.
You have received a lot of advice here. I hope it will not make your task harder. I also agree that this may not be just some psycological break-down. This may be the best gift life has bought you. Ordinary people are not forced to face the dilemmas you are facing; and at such a young age too.
However, I beg you not to classify life as evil and good. There is no such thing. Life is much more complicated than that. If you see things under a 'good and evil' light, you WILL for SURE lose your Sanity (like in midleage!).
Get professional help immediately. But don't rationalise this too much either. You must understand that this life is YOURS and that you are in charge! So get help, get a hold of yourself and explore where this is all coming from. It might be the beginning of a beatiful spiritual path for you. Blessed one, remember that light casts away the darkness. Educate yourself. Be positive and love. It will be hard at first so do not be afraid of getting help. Make sure it comes from a strong positive source wich is also balanced and rational. Don't fall into the pit of 'demons and angels'. They don't exist in that form and you will only increase your fear of the dark. Think of the light, become the light. Good luck! An unknown friend.

Answer 3

Don't be too frightened. You are resisting a personal truth which is coming up for you.
The fear and anxiety, god and the devil, are simply the form of this resistance. It is the fear speaking, and that is all it is. It is not real, however scary you can make it.
Tell yourself you can take the time to see this thing slowly, and with kindness to yourself. If you leave it alone, it will take care of itself naturally.

If you want help, it will be there, however you find it most comfortable. You can pursue this medically or spiritually, or just with others who care about you.
Trust that this is a good thing for you, as if you have chosen to be fully free of something you no longer need.

Answer 4

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Answer 5

This problem is too big for YA. You need a psychologist. You can even get a Christian one, if that would make you more comfortable--look for a fish in the phone book or use a Christian business directory. But this isn't a spiritual thing. It happens to people of all religions. I've been Christian, agnostic, and Pagan. I've had anxiety disorder all my life. I know.

Answer 6

Whatever it is, it is not 'Satan' you are hearing, so you can leave that anxiety behind you. Likewise, there is no 'supernatural force' trying to destroy you. If it were so, do you not think there must be much easier ways to destroy you than by doing whatever you believe a 'them' to be doing!

It really would be best if you sought Medical help.

Take care.
Sash.

Answer 7

I would suggest seeing a doctor; or call a HelpLine (usually in the phone book. Any one else trying to give you advise here probably wont be helpful.

I can tell you that I've been there and got help. Dont be shy about this...you can find help.

blessings and prayers...

Answer 8

i know what you mean i have been through the Battle you speak of and it almost took my life... i know that i am only alive today by the grace of God, He stepped into my life and set me free from this battle(i almost took my life due to the struggle with an unseen evil force)...I ended up giving my life to Jesus and now the struggle has stopped...i do not feel that force is trying to take my life any longer..though Satan does still throw my past in my face i know that i belong to Jesus Christ and that the victory is won through Him..I'll be praying for you...

Answer 9

Forget the religion. It's just dumb superstition to control you. Please seek urgent psychiatric help, ask your General Practitioner for a referral. There are many excellent medications that can stabilise you and will also banish those thoughts and fears that distress you so much.
Let modern medicine do it's job and steer clear of the religious mumbo-jumbo

Answer 10

You really do need to speak to your doctor, hearing voices is not a good thing. I would also recommend you contact a church and ask someone to pray over you, it can't do any harm.