WHAT do u think now of my spiritual journey?

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Entry for October 10, 2006 CRYSTAL HELPS ME!!!!!
THIS IS ME(MARIA) AND MY BEAUTIFUL AND VERY SMART DAUGHTER {CRYSTAL}.

WE WERE HAVING FUN AT LINVILLE FALLS, NC. CAVERNS NEAR BY.

FRED, BRAD AND BRADLEY WERE ALSO WITH US. IT GOT SO HOT THAT WE TOOK A LITTLE WADE IN THE WATER. CRYSTAL USED HER T-SHIRT TO MAKE A HAIR RESTRANT!! SHE DOES THE COLLEST STUFF. NOW WHO SOUNDS YOUNGER? IAM THE TEEN!!! LOL.

TODAY CRYSTAL HAS DONE SOME RESEARCH ON SCRIPTURE AND GAVE MUCH THOUGHT TO MY STRUGGLE WITH IS JESUS AND GOD THE SAME OR TWO SEPERATE BEINGS.

I NEEDED HER TO TRY TO HELP ME AS MY MIND HAS BEEN CLOUDED WITH SO MANY POINTS OF VIEWS AND FROM SO MANY RELIGIONS.!!

CRYSTAL IS ALSO YOUNGER AND SHARP!!

SHE WAS ABLE TO CONCENTRATE ON THIS WITHOUT SATAN BLOCKING HER THOUGHTS!!!

THIS BELOW WAS HER EMAIL ANSWER & THEN I WILL ELABORATE:


..God is like a cake except not sliced..layered..When baptised it says in the name of the father and the son and the holy spirit (NOTICE THE WORD AND)..but yet it says name not nameS...When it says persons, it doesn't mean flesh its like the entities of God or parts.....Inside the peel of and orange there are slices and they are all in there but all separate but Gods slices have thoughts and feelings,they are one they are God...This all can be because it is just so far beyond our reach he can have different people in him because they are him but he is them. He is their contiounce but they are his. They are equal. I think the Methodist prayer of affirmation most closely relates to this..here is what it says...
A Profession of Faith
We believe there is one God, whose nature is love; revealed in one Lord Jesus Christ, by one Holy Spirit of grace.
We believe the authenticity, genuineness, and inspiration, of the Holy Scriptures; that both the Old and New Testaments contain the revealed will of God and that the Bible is the supreme written authority in all matters of faith and conduct.
We believe that Jesus is the Son of the Living God. He came in the flesh, died for our sins, was buried, and rose again on the third day according to the Scriptures.
We believe, that holiness and true happiness are inseparably connected; and that believers should do that which is right, and strive to maintain order, and practice good works, for these things are good and profitable to all people.


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Revised Apostle's Creed

We believe in God, the Father Almighty, Creator of Heaven and Earth.

We believe in Jesus Christ, his only begotten Son, our Lord. He was conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit and born of the Virgin Mary. He suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, died for our sins, and was buried. On the third da y he rose again. He ascended into Heaven, and is seated at the right hand of the Father from where he comes to judge the living and the dead.

We believe in the Holy Spirit, the Holy universal Church, the communion of believers, the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the dead, and the life everlasting. Amen.



CRYSTAL SAID THE PARTS ABOUT GOD AND CAKE..LAYERED CAKE...SHE IS SO CUTE!!!

ALSO ABOUT ORANGES.

THEN SHE FOUND THINGS TO SUPPORT HER THOUGHTS.

AFTER SHE CALLED AND TOLD ME TO READ HER EMAIL, WE DISCUSSED.

WE BOTH HAVE SEEN THE REAL LIGHT!!! JESUS WAS A MAN...BORN OF A VIRGIN, BUT GODS SPIRIT/HOLY SPIRIT WENT INTO JESUS AT JESUS"S

BAPTISING FROM JOHN THE BAPTIST.

MATTHEW 3:13 THEN JESUS CAME FROM GALILEE TO THE JORDON TO BE BAPTIZED BY JOHN. BUT JOHN TRIED TO DETER HIM SAYING: "I NED TO BE BAPTIZED BY YOU!!, AND DO YOU COME TO ME??}

JESUS REPLIED,LET IT BE SO NOW;IT IS PROPER FOR US TO DO THIS TO FULFILL ALL RIGHTEOUSNESS; THEN JOHN CONSENTED.

AS SOON AS JESUS WAS BAPTIZED ,HE WENT UP OUT OF THR WATER,AT THAT MOMENT HEAVEN WAS OPENED,AND HE SAW THE SPIRIT OF GOD DESENDING LIKE A DOVE AND LIGHTING ON HIM., AND A VOICE FROM HEAVEN SAID: THIS IS MY SON ,WHOM I LOVE; WITH HIM IAM WELL PLEASED!!

AT THAT MOMENT HE WAS GODS SON. NOT JUST MAN, BUT GOD /MAN.

AFTER THIS HE WAS TEMPTED IN THE WILDERNESS/DESERT, BY SATAN,

THEN AFTER THIS JESUS STARTED HIS PREACHING!!!! HE GOT HIS APOSTLES

AND STARTED SPREADING GOD THE FATHERS WORD!!! MUCH HAPPEND IN BETWEEN,.....................................

JESUS WAS BOTH GOD AND MAN , HE WAS CRUSIFIED, HE WILLINGLY GAVE UP THE SPIRIT AND THIS IS WHEN HE CRYED: ELOI,ELOI LAMA SABACHTHANI !!!! (WHICH MEANS: MY GOD ,MY GOD, WHY HATH THOU FORSAKEN ME!!) WHEN JESUS THE MAN GAVE UP THE SPIRIT HE FELT ALONE!! HE ONCE AGAIN BECAME MAN. HE DIED. FLESH DIED. HE WAS INDEED SERVANT OF GOD, BUT AFTER HE WAS BAPTIZED HE RECIEVED POWER THROUGH GODS SPIRIT.

HE WAS RISEN , SPIRIT BACK IN HIM, BUT HE LOOKED DIFFERENT, MAYBE AS HE LOOKED MORE LIKE HE DOES IN HEAVEN, AS GOD/GODS SON DOES IN HEAVEN.(JUST MY THOUGHTS) SOME DIDNT RECOGNIZE HIM. SOME WERE AFRAID.

HE PROVED IT WAS HIM BY THE NAIL HOLES/SCARS AND HSI SIDE THAT WAS PIERCED FOR OUR TRANSGRESSIONS!!! HE WAS THE LAMB, SACRIFICED FOR US.

AS PART MAN JESUS WAS AFRAID TO DIE. HE HAD PRAYED IN THE GARDEN OF GETHESEMANE (MATTHEW 26:35 ) THAT IF IT BE GODS WILL, TO TAKE THE CUP FROM HIM, TO NOT LET HIM HAVE TO DIE.

BUT YET HE WAS OBEDIANT EVEN UNTO DEATH, HE DID AS GOD PLANED, HE DID IT WITH FREE WILL.

HE DIED FOR US, SO WE COULD ASK FORGIVENESS THROUGH JESUS (OUR MEDIATOR) IF WE ARE REALLY SORRY IN OUR HEARTS , WE ARE FORGIVEN. WE MUST TRY OUR BEST TO NOT KEEP REPEATING SAME SINS. WE MUST

TRY TO BE LIKE JESUS . HE SET A PERFECT EXAMPLE OF LOVE!!! PEACE, WILL POWER ,SACRIFICE ,FORGIVENESS ETC.

BUT JESUS IS GOD. I NOW SEE THAT GOD HAS THREE PARTS BUT YET IS ONE GOD!!!

HE IS ABLE TO CONVERSE WITH HIMSELF AS HE IS MORE THAN ONE PART.

AND AFTER ALL WAS DONE AT CALVARY, AFTER HE ROSE(JESUS)..

HE ASSENDED BACK TO HEAVEN, BACK TO BE WITH GOD!!!

BACK TO WHERE HE HAD BEEN FROM THE ALPHA . HE LEFT THE HOLY SPIRIT TO GUIDE US, COMFORT US.TO LEAD US TO TEACH OTHERS, JUST AS HE TAUGHT THE APOSTLES TO TEACH OTHERS, WE ALSO MUST TRY TO WIN SOULS, TO ENLARGE THE KINGDOM OF GOD.

WE ARE LIGHTS SHINING HERE IN A DARK, DARK WORLD!!!!

SAVED PEOPLE I MEAN.

THE LAMB ,THE SON OF GOD BROUGHT LIGHT INTO A LOST DYING WORLD.

AND AS FOR SLEEPING UNTIL JESUS RETURNS, WELL...I WAS TALKING TO AN OLD FRIEND LAST NIGHT., HER 13 YR OLD GRANDAUGHTER SHANNON .P.

HAD BONE CANCER. SHE DIED AT 13!! THAT CHILD HAD LOOKED OUT HER BEDROOM WINDOW GAZING AT THE HEAVENS. , SHE WAS ASKED WHAT SHE WAS LOOKING AT, HER MOTHER AND FAMILY SAID THAT SHE COULD SEE HEAVEN, SHE SAW ANGELS , LOVED ONES?

THIS CHILD WAS NOT DELUSIONAL. SHE DIED A FEW DAYS LATER.

ALSO HER GRANDPA WHEN IN THE HOSPITAL SAID HE SAW SHANNON STANDING THERE IN THE ROOM , CALLING HIM, REACHING OUT HER HAND TO HIM, BECKONING HIM TO COME AND GO WITH HER, BUT HE SAID HE WASNT GOING JUST YET.

TWO DAYS LATER HE SAID: SHANNON IS BACK, IAM GOING WITH HER NOW! THEN HE CLOSED HIS EYES AND WENT!! (DIED). SO NOW I DONT FEEL

THAT WE SLEEP. I HAD HEARD THESE ACCOUNTS LONG AGO, BUT SATAN HAD BLOCKED MY MIND!!!

THANKS TO GOD, CRYSTAL AND A LITTLE GIRL AND HER GRANDPA....

I NOW SEE CLEARLY.

MY MAMA ALWAYS SAID THAT I WAS HER ANGEL, GOD SENT ME TO HELP HER IN LIFE...WELL CRYSTAL IS MY ANGEL!!!! GOD SENT HER TO ME FOR JUST SUCH A TIME AS THIS!! I WAS ON THE VERGE OF A NERVOUS OR SPIRITUAL BREAKDOWN!!!!

IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW.

CRYSTAL IS TRULLY A WARRIOR FOR CHRIST!! I HOPE SHE USES HER SWEET SPIRIT TO HELP EVEN MORE PPL TO KNOW AND UNDERSTAND GOD AND THE TRINITY.MAYBE MAKE A WEBSITE!!!!

I ONCE USED TO SING IN CHURCH WITH MY MOM FOR GOD. (MOMS IN HEAVEN) 2-1-1932-11-12-2003 VIOLET ARLENE HOUSAND.

MAYBE ITS TIME I REALLY GOT REDEDICATED AND DID MORE FOR LOST SOULS MYSELF.

I GOT CONFUSED AND OFF TRACK BY SATAN , BY EXPLORING DIFFERENT RELIGIONS.

SATAN WANTED ME TO BELIEVE THAT I DIDNT FIT IN ANYWHERE ANYMORE.

I TALKED TO MUSLIMS, JAHOVIAS, MORMONS ETC. ALL CONFUSED ME MORE.

MY OLD FRIEND KATHRINE .S. SAID I NEED TO GO TO ONE CHURCH, ATTEND REGULAR AND READ ONLY ONE KIND OF BIBLE. DONT DISCUSS RELIGION WITH EVERYONE IF THEY ARE NOT OF MY BELIEFS.

IT WILL CONFUSE ME.

IT WAS ALL I THOUGHT OF TILL I WENT TO BED, AND FIRST WHEN I AWOKE.

MY WEEKENDS OFF WERE ALL DAY AND HALF OF THE NIGHT STUDYS ON GOD, JESUS , RELIGION, DIFFERENT BELIEFS. EACH DAY I BELIEVED WHAT NEW PPL HAD TOLD ME.

NOW I LISTEN TO NO ONE ELSE.

GOD AND JESUS AND HOLY SPIRIT ARE ONE..ITS STILL KINDA A MYSTERY, BUT I ACCEPT IT.

NOW JESUS SITS AT GODS RIGHT HAND!! HE WILL COME BACK ONE DAY TO RULE AS KING!!!

NOW IAM NOT WORSHIPPING 3 GODS, BUT ONE GOD. ONE LOVING GOD THAT CAN BE SO MANY THINGS EVEN AT ONCE!!!

THANK YOU CRYSTAL!!!!

& GOD BLESS YOU,& MAY YOUR DAYS BE LONG AND HEALTHY AND FULL OF HAPPINESS & MAY YOUR OFFSPRING ALSO BE BLESSED. TEACH THEM HOW TO WIN SOULS TO GOD!!. BUT THANKS MOST TO GOD FOR LETTING HER(CRYSTAL) PERCIEVE, THANK YOU FOR JESUS, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING IVE HAD OR EVER WILL HAVE!!

LIFE, FAMILY, FRIENDS, HOME, CAR, LAND, ANIMALS, ON AND ON AND ON.!!!!

THANKS TO GOD THAT FINALLY THROUGH HIS CHILD CRYSTAL ,THAT I SAW TRUTH!!!

MOM/MARIA!!!!

Answer 1

What exactly is the question here?

Answer 2

Wow! I love your description of the ride. I think of myself as on a path. It covers rocky areas and beautiful mountains and valleys. I find I'm not alone on my path, for I have a spiritual guide who sometimes gives me love offerings, such as seeing some of my favorite things, like a flock of sandhill cranes. When I was feeling devastated by my husband's illness, the love offering I received was the feeling of being filled with peace and hope. There are signs along the way. Sometimes I get a sign that says, "You must stretch in order to grow." Or if I'm going to face a tough time, I may be given something to hang onto for that time, even if it's a sign that says, "You are strong." That means, I will survive the crisis intact. The journey is never dull. It has brought me my soul mate, which is my hubby. It has carried me to new dimensions of the abundance of life. Each day, I feel a freshness, as if I've been born anew to the beauty around me. So maybe I'm a spiritual surfer or at least a spiritual hiker. It's a great ride! It's a love journey that involves uplifting, being truthful but positive. Thank you for your question.

Answer 3

Father, Son and Holy Ghost are titles....just as you can be a "mom" or someones sister....or maybe a career title would be actress.....they are titles....but you are only one and you only go by one name.......One Lord One Faith One baptism. Acts 2:38 says be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ. .......God is one.....example would be....water....steam...ice....3 manifistations of the same thing. Not seperated...but the same.

Answer 4

Congratulations! But, seriously.. who has time to read all this. Its your journey. Not mines. Besides, don't worry about what people think of your spiritual journey. Its personal. Between you and god. You don't need the people of Yahoo answers approval.

Answer 5

I think you now found what you were looking for But from the begining I beliieve you new what it was
God Bless

Answer 6

Good effing grief! I stopped reading after the first line.

Answer 7

It probably was wonderful, honey, but I don't have time to read all that. I will come back to it later, but if it was a good experience, I truly am happy for you.

Answer 8

that is too much to read but im putting an answer so that i can get the points and hope that you've improved on that hting that your doing

Answer 9

Good thoughts-but where's the question?

Answer 10

get a job