Why should I forgive myself the things I have done, Should i not punish myself with drugs and homelessness?

Question

I countinue to do drugs and destoy my life when things begin to go well. I have let my country and family down. As well as God.

Answer 1

Believe this, the only one you truly let down is YOURSELF.Think about this, they have their life. They have money to do what they want, when they want.Drugs are a crutch, can you stand alone without the crutch? If so, then walk away from the drugs, and never look back.Stay focused on you and your survival. People on drugs exist one day at a time---that is sad.If people could choose for each other, my Mother would still be among the living.Just by asking, you are seeking, that's a start.Be blessed....

Answer 2

punishing yourself with drugs because you do drugs ?
that doesnt seem right does it ?
you have to stop blaming and start doing sweetheart , stop with the guilt and start with a new day
get some help and get clean and prove that you are better than this ... prove to yourself not anyone else
you havent let anyone down if you can get back up and show them you can do it and how proud would they be of you then ?
love to you xxx

Answer 3

Someone said, "I never said it would be Easy, I only said it would be worth it" first step to forgiveness is admitting that you are doing wrong, You got the first step down, now you just need to continue in the way you started to go down, and not look back.

Answer 4

It's probably time for you to seek rehab.

Forgiving yourself, means starting with realizing that you're worth something, that you have value. That knowledge sure helps in the dark times when you really want to keep doing those things that are just hurtful to yourself.

good luck!

Answer 5

Someone said, "It is easier to stay messed up than it is to get better." It will be a tough road to better but it will be WELL worth it.