Why are we all in an agony, even after worshipping god for years ?

Question

Why are we all in an agony, even after worshipping god for years ? Why is our religious mind getting inclined towards atheism ? Our faith in god is at stake. The life seems to be worthless now. We worship but the belief is getting diminished. Our vision towards the almighty and the life is changing. lnspite of all these the happiness is getting away from us. Have you ever tried to find the reason behind it ? There is nothing in this world without a reason there is a certain cause of all your sufferings like happiness, grief, rise and fall, diseases etc. which has to be found out by you and has to be analyzed to the deep, sitting with me. Together, let us find out where lies the real trouble. For thousands of years, even after getting all lesson and advice from prophets, the happiness is slipping away from us. The reason behind it is the undisciplined vision of us towards life. We want flowers but abhors the thorns, whereas both CO-exist together. We are always dependent on others. We implore god to solve our own problems. We expect others to help us. We want comfort for ourselves only. We want happiness with a healthy life. But, simply by longing for it we can’t obtain anything. Like flowers and thorns we have both grief and happiness in us. Thorns are like Babool Tree which is germinated by itself. But, we need to have the courage to germinate flower plants, it needs protections and nursing. If you feel moose then the flower plants are discarded by grasses. Which do not allow them to grow. Any body who is careless about his flowers can split his plants any time. Happiness can never be begged, nor can it be given by any body. Our ancestor have given us the vision to God, government and the society as givers. Don’t we have any responsibility of our own ? When we can’t take the responsibility of a mere number of people in a family, now it is possibility of the almighty and the government to we all ? If you are inactive then no body can give you the happiness. The plants of joy are scattered around you only. It is necessary to nurse them and grow them, after locating them. Discarding selfishness, laziness, meanness, egoist attitude, and taking the whole universe as one, sharing joy with every one, considering the betterment of the world with every body’s welfare are applied by an industrious person, whose life is always successful. The surrounding him becomes heavens, which is not given by any body else, but created by himself only. Whatever circumstances we are in the present is caused by us only. We are trying to escape from this world for being scarred of it. We want salvation. It is life uprooting the bamboo plants to avoid tuneless voice from a flute. It the world so inharmonious ? if yes then free to fleeing from it, is the only way ? But, where to flee ? To the space zone ?

In the beginning, at the time of creation of nature only one element was present in the vast universe of infinity, which is called the prime element or the God. In course of time it condensed into an energy element and then from energy it transformed into a solid element, which again got divided into seven re-transformed parts in course of time. These divided parts are earth (surface), water, air, fire (energy) consciousness, sky, and arrogance. In the seven elements were carried the truth (Positive), essence (Neutral) and sin (Negative) is equal proportion like wise in the whole universe there is a creation on 21 type of matters. These 21 maters constitute the whole universe. And divide themselves in to count less numbers of atoms. During the developing period of universe, in a desire to develop themselves the atoms carried on improving themselves spontaneously and gradually up to conscious soul, generally. Some highly developed carried high consciousness and divine power in them. The atoms of the universe are trying to go further ahead in the way of superiority.
If we take the milk as prime element, then curd, cheese, butter, buttermilk, butter oil, and creams etc. are the byproducts of it. Bacteria is cultured in the curd. Cheese is not active but the bacteria’s are active like wise, the matter, the living being and the ‘spheres’ are developed from the prime elements. The cause of the matter is energy and the energy is the condensed form of prime element (the essential elements of the universe).
The soul enters into the man though breathing to become the part of his cell, again to form into the sperm, and after that it take the form of a foetus in mother’s womb. Every atoms are well equipped to form alive. Wherever co-incidence occurs they become activated. And congruous to the developed state of own, with the help of other germs and atoms they take the form of a full bodied species.
Every atom has a free existence which is made of a part from the supreme element. Whatever is there in this universe, is existing from the beginning, will remain there. Only the shape and the size of it changes. Nothing reduces or increases.
The day atoms go back to there original position they will achieve salvation. Conversion of soul into super element is salvation.
This undivided infinite existing one is God. The soul, germs and the atoms are tiny parts of it. Like a stone and the molecules in it. Countless numbers of molecule combine together to form a stone. Likewise the tenure and the dominance of God are spread in molecules to molecules. This is a fact. An eternal truth.

Answer 1

I did not read the WHOLE thing,

But I worship God and I am not in agony.

I worship with hundreds of friends and they are not in agony.

The only time of my life that I was in Agony was when I was NOT worshiping God.

Peace!

Answer 2

I'm not in agony, maybe you expect religion to fix everything instead of just enjoying the very breath that God gives you.

Answer 3

I am not in agony and I have not wasted one year of my life worshipping anyone but myself and I have yet to find a man I can call my messiah

Answer 4

too long to read --but who is this "we"