36 hours and counting until my wedding. I haven't slept but 6 hours in the last 48 and I am wired. I lay down and my head fills with list of things that need done or have been done. I have bi-polar so Manic Episodes are nothing new. I have been taking my medication regularly and the correct doses. I have called my doctor and it seems she is on vacation for 2 weeks and her replacement want to me to come in and change my medication around. I don't want to increase my meds or try new meds so close ot the wedding due to my body's reaction. BUT I NEED TO SLEEP. Any ideas ... I know that after the wedding this will pass. I have been able to get things done having them I am like the energerizer bunny I keep going and going and going .. I know I am not having doubts or cold feet. I really love him and he loves me. After 4 years ya just know these things .. I know it has something ot due with my family's lack of particapation and lack of support. They like him they just don't like me.. HELP
2006-10-05
19:09:38
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