i'm tired of breathing
i'm tired of living
i'm tired of looking at myself in the mirror
i'm tired of these thoughts.
i can't seem to control the ways i vent.
can't control the thoughts of death that linger on my mind.
i'm close
close to ending it
i'm looking for something, someone
anything left to hold onto.
i don't know what to do.
or what to say..
...i'm just tired.
2006-10-01 15:53:15 · 12 answers · asked by Ally. 2 in Health ➔ Mental Health
well I know how you feel sometimes I don't want to go on I am just sooo tired of the same thing everyday goin crazy with the kids stuck in the house all the time ( I have 3 kids very stressful) about four years ago I had twin boys 4 months early and the smaller one (only 12 oz.) passed away about an hour after birth and the bigger one jordan (1lb. 7 oz) was in the hospital for 8 months he was ventallator dependent and had several medical problems but things got better and he came home finally but just after 9 wonderful days of being home his body shut down and he passed away. that was and still is VERY difficult to handle but I have 3 beautiful children now and I take it one day at a time. I had a baby last december and I have had all sorts of problems since then I have been suffering from really bad panic attacks daily and I have gained about 70 lbs since I had my twins and had been having a really hard time but I bit the bullet and take it one day at a time and just started college a week ago, and things are starting to look up and I'm feeling alot better (besides the panic attacks they got worse )but I would talk to your doctor maybe an antidepressant could work zoloft works good for me feeling this horrible can't last forever so just get out of your funk get some excersise and fresh air and try to think about good things if you think about how bad things are then it will never change I always tell myself it could be alot worse rather than thinking that I have it so bad and that makes me feel better so good luck and if you need to talk e-mail me okay I hope things get better!!!!
2006-10-01 16:16:08 · answer #1 · answered by freckleface 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You need to talk to a doctor, the things you are saying seem like they could be indications of depression, and it can be treated, life can be better, with just a little help. In the meantime, try to get exercise, eat well, and help someone. When you get a chance, write down three positive things that happened every day. You can find purpose and meaning in life, but you need to take the first steps, no one else can. I hope that you get some help really soon, life can be so much better for you, and the world needs sensitive souls like you around.
2006-10-01 23:00:32 · answer #2 · answered by n_of49p 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Sometimes life can be very tiring, but please don't give up.You need someone you trust to help you to find joy again or just to sit quietly with you and tell you that you matter and the world would not be as beautiful if you weren't in it. Please get some professional help because you sound like you're really emotionally distressed, but never, never, never give up. There really is a rainbow after the storm. Hold on because I'm rooting for you.
2006-10-01 23:04:47 · answer #3 · answered by Bethany 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
effort is the key.. i know those days all too well, but for the sake of those around me, for my family, my friends, i pulled through.
ha, even though i always felt my family was the problem, and i would punish them by leaving them.. i would always realize that it wasn't the way to solve this problem.. do you see a therapist? after over 8 years for me they were able to make a diagnosis, and no joke it changed my life. i am happier, have more(better) friends, i care about where i am tomorrow, i care about my future now. people say that there are no such things as depression or menal diseases, but they exist, i know it, u know it. so do something for yourself fix it!
also try meditation
its good for your mind and soul
i hope i helped in some way.. take care
2006-10-01 23:00:06 · answer #4 · answered by homersimpson8645 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
PLEASE PLEASE get some help immediately!!! Talk to your parents or good friends or teachers or doctors, therapists, distress phone line. Reach out for help!!!
Do you believe in G-d? If so, pray for some direction and help. Put G-d's healing light all around you - visualize that - the warmth of it, the comfort it gives, the surety that you are loved and wanted and have a mission on earth to complete.
Tired is a form of depression. You may need meds or at the very least someone to talk to who can understand and help.
I'll pray for you. G-d bless.
2006-10-01 23:57:57 · answer #5 · answered by concernedjean 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Maybe you should call the suicide hot-line (1-800-suicide). This could be a temporary feeling or it could be on going, but I know you need to talk to someone that can help you. It may be you're suffering from a major depression. The people on the suicide hot-line can talk to you and refer you to any type of treatment you seek/need. If you are serious in asking for help and receiving help, please call the hot-line. People are waiting to help you.
Nothing is too large or small for you to talk about. They are there to help you. I wish you the best and I hope this gives you the strength to call people that can listen and help.
2006-10-01 23:11:12 · answer #6 · answered by Bexcy 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I HOPE that you are kidding!
But, if not, please know that whatever is weighing you down is usually something that a couple of years from now you will laugh about.
HONEST!
Take a long breath and step back from your troubles.
I know this sounds like drivel, but it is the best I have. I hope you find happiness.
2006-10-01 22:58:57 · answer #7 · answered by woundbyte 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
don't give up really there is so much offered out in the world waiting just for you! dont throw your life away because things havent been going well. get youself into a clinic and your life will brighten up in no time! please just dont put yourself down its sad and you shouldnt be here feeling sad go out and enjoy the life you are given! :)
2006-10-01 22:57:07 · answer #8 · answered by Voges74 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
help won't come to you
but it's easy to find
please go to a counselor/therapist/psychiatrist soon
i'm going through it this very minute
2006-10-01 23:12:19 · answer #9 · answered by flowerchild 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Talk to a doctor ASAP.
2006-10-01 23:01:29 · answer #10 · answered by ►♦◄ bow 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋