Suicide the answer?

Question

I hate my life, it is so boring, I live home alone, I am homeschooled, and I get so bored to the point of just wanting to die. I know most people will say, get a hobby, I can't though, I don't drive. I live out in the country and there isn't many people around me. I just don't feel like going on anymore, anyone know what I can possibly do?

And by the way I do live alone even though I am homeschooled, I take care of my parents house and they stay in their other house out of state.

Answer 1

Start a farm ANIMALS ARE SO LOVING! I have health problems and can't hold down a job. So my boyfriend knew I was raised on a farm and had one until my husband committed suicide . Now he has gotten my sons horse on our propery nad bought one for himself. WE do civil war re-enactments,ie war of northern aggression.We also have dogs,cats,and chickens. We raise vegetables. We hope some day to have more animals. I have been around them all my life.AS far as suicide it tore my family apart when my husband shot himself. I don't really like to talk about it,but if it helps someone I will. We had to find away to mve on. I had three children ,almost grown. So many things they wanted to do with their Father.It is hard for them to think of another man as their childs Grandfather. They know their children deserve one.It would be different if their Daddy died differently,but some reason we all wonder how we are gonna tell these wonderful children their Grandfather choose not to live. Not at first, but eventually. It is better to hear it from family than at school. We are from a small community,it will be talked about.

Answer 2

Tell your folks how you feel. You do need help and I am not saying that to be mean. Do you have a horse, a pet, a garden, a bicycle, some outdoor or indoor games? Do you like to write, maybe find a pen pal on the internet. There are a lot of hobbies, ways to occupy your time without driving. Do tell your folks how you feel. They will get you some psychiatric help and possibly some suggestions. Since you asked your question, you obviously do NOT want to die.

Answer 3

You should try to make the best of the life you have been given...like someone said, get a puppy, nothing like man's best friend...you don't need friends to go out you know, just take a walk somewhere, sit and admire what is around you, sounds corny, but at least you have a home, I am assuming an OK life, did you ever think about others whom have NOTHING! It's foolish to try to take your own life, when you can make it so much better if you use your head and some energy, not to mention, some effort. I only hope you make the right choice, and that is to make the best of what is around you and be greatful for it.

Answer 4

there are many in ur situation . if u ppl consider suicide , the popultion wud be reducd by half or something . so be realistic . things will get better . but also do have some hobby - say social servcice and stuff .

why are u homeschooled ? cant u goto a normal school , helps u get social interaction .
call 911 if u feel real bad or anything

Answer 5

For starters, if you are Home Schooled, then you do not live alone. Next, if you have a computer with internet access, then you obviously have opportunity to seek friends outside the home. You do'nt drive... hmmm, are you old enough... because if you aren't, nothing that has happend in your life this far is worth ending it over.
I work in healthcare and unfortunately I see many people who seem to think that suicide is the way to go. However, many of them do not succeed and then they are labeled for the rest of their lives. The ones who do succeed cause more pain to their loved ones then they could have ever gone through themselves.
If your life is truly that bad and someone at home is making life that unbearable- then call child services- every state has one. In fact, if you want to provide your state and hometown- or address, I'd be happy to make an annonymous call for you. Abuse is unacceptable and no child should have to withstand it.

Answer 6

Have you looked for any online support groups for people with depression? I'm betting there are a lot of people like you who just get bored or don't see the point of life. It would probably be good for you to connect with other people who are in similar situations so you can talk about your problems and learn coping strategies from each other (you can also be a source of encouragement for each other). Don't give up. When my first wife died in a car accident I didn't see much point in going on, but my brother pointed me to an online support group for people like me who had lost loved ones. As you can see, I'm still here, so it helped. A support group can help you too. It's worth looking into.

Answer 7

If you think its boring now, try laying in a coffin for a millennia.
Even home schooled kids can join community teams and your parents should be made aware that you need more interaction with people your own age. Could an aunt or grandmother help you out with this? Even if you have to go to boarding school to do it. In any event, your adolescence will pass and then you can go to college and stay out in the big bad world.

Answer 8

Suicide is never the answer! There are things to do in the country. I know as I live 15 miles from the nearest town and don't drive. Try gardening, walks to enjoy nature, contacting family and friends, or a minister. Try anything but killing yourself

Answer 9

Go to www.hufa.org and read the symptoms list. If your boredom is due to a blood sugar imbalance, you owe it to yourself to try balancing your blood sugar for 6 weeks before considering any permanent alternative.

Hobbies abound, even at home. If you do decide to try to balance your blood sugars, cooking would be a great hobby, and would help you feel better too.

But for right now, go find some tuna or some peanut butter and make a sandwich. If low blood sugar is clouding your thinking (and it can), you want to make this decision on an empowered brain, not a dis-empowered brain.

There are people all around you. You are "talking" to one. I am not an extra-terrestrial. ;) If you hang on for another 6 hours, I will be home from work and can talk more. E-mail me and I will help you as much as possible.

Answer 10

Suicide is not answer, it never is the answer no matter what anyone tells. It hurts so many people, it isn't even funny.You should seek help, because, if you do it will hurt so many people. I lost my dad to suicide and it hurts more then and anyone could ever guess