should i kill myself?

Question

im young(barely 13),im really fat and tall,and virtually no guys like me, i feel like im not accepted anywhere,not even in my family, but on the outside i seem normal(im popular,have straight a`s,and friendly) i havent had a traumatizing childhoood, but i feel like ive been brainwashed by all the fakes around me,like everyone i trust and luv is turning against me and i think i may have bipolar disorder because sometimes i feel really happy and sometimes sad,and depressed,i just feel like im the one whos so fu**ed up and wierd that no one understands me and no one wants to, i just wish someone would listen to my screams on the inside

should i kill myself,if so wats the quickest least painfall way to do it?

*i cant talk to a professional, im to shy to open up to my family,much less some stranger i dont know

Answer 1

Aw you poor thing. Please don't. You would hurt so many people and that would be so selfish if you did. Its all about your age! You just think that way because your still growing and you need to see the real world and not the idiots your surrounded by. You should feel happy you get straight A's and friendly! Just let time pass by and don't get so upset over little things, and have a good attitude, who cares what people think of you, there assholes for thinking mean things. It happens to everyone and it'll go by! Just don',t and good luck to you. God bless!

Answer 2

First of all, you should be talking to a professional or atleast a family member about your feelings. Keeping them inside is never a good thing. DO NOT KILL YOURSELF! At 13 years old, you are going to change completely in the next few years and probably won't look anything like you do now. People can be cruel and say mean things, but you have to realize that suicide is never the answer. Be strong and work through these problems. Concentrate on making yourself feel better and try to get involved with either school clubs or an athletic team. Just some physical activity should lift your spirits somewhat.

Try this website: http://suicidehotlines.com/

Answer 3

Hello, Actually most people get the uber happy / uber sad thing happening once the 'adult' hormones start kicking in ( about your age, varies with different people ) and it doesn't level out for several years usually . . . I regret to tell you, but you are actually normal ! My guess is most are faking it because their hormones are making them nuts and they are trying to keep a 'cool' demeanor.
It sounds like you are fairly intelligent so it would really benefit the planet if you stuck around . . . then when things level off, you could do the stuff that will make it better for kids still coming up the ladder. As far as the adults . . . they may be trying to avoid the memories of their introduction to the hormones. They have some understanding from the experience but do not know how to articulate it.
Hang in there . . . with your brains you should also eventually make some good income and be able to travel and see the world later. So, old hippie saying . . .
Peace, child . . . peace

Answer 4

No, you shouldn't kill yourself.

When I was 12 years old I started thinking about suicide because I was short and fat. No guys liked me. I was always picked on in school. I would come home and cry all evening until it was time to go to bed. I have to say I'm glad I never did it now because of all the things I would have missed and because of all the people I would have hurt. Your life is a gift. If you don't like your weight then you can fix that. That's what I did and things started to come together for me. Listen, everything can be fixed. Things can be worked out. You will love your life someday just give it a chance.

Answer 5

For gods sake no. Yes you are young and have alot to live for although you don't see that now. Do you have a church you or your family belong too where you could possibly talk to the pastor or priest? Have you seen a doctor about your depression/feelings? Being a teenager is very difficult and you will have many emotions due to your changing hormones and alot of this is normal. Don't give up on yourself. If your overweight that is a problem you yourself can correct if it makes you unhappy. At this point in your live you can correct most of your problems just take them one at a time. Maybe your school has a counselor you could speak with. There are many options available out there just keep searching.

Answer 6

NO! Suicide is NOT the answer. If you're thirteen you still have SO much to live for. You've been put here for a reason, and you are special in the eyes of your friends and family, and most of all in the eyes of God, who is SO much more important then anyone who tells you that you aren't good enough or don't matter. I don't know if you are a Christian or into religion, but Jesus died to save you.
I know how it feels to not be the prettiest or the best, and I know what it's like to smile when you're around people and then to go to your room and cry.
You should try talking to a councelor. Oddly enough, you might find it easier to talk to someone besides the people in your family.

Answer 7

Everyone here is right. Suicide is not the way to go in your circumstance, it is or can be only temporary, it all depends on you. Get help learning to cope with your feelings, get some coping skills for living life. Some of this may be the hormonal part of growing up but that cannot be discounted or minimized, seek help anywhere and everywhere you can. DO NOT ever self medicate, that will only make things worse. If you are able to seek professional help do so as soon as you can, if meds are not NEEDED try life without, but if life is UNMANAGEABLE without them then yes use them as a tool, not a crutch. Everyone in this world needs help at one time or another. True strength and character is built by asking for and accepting assistance. Don't waste a life, use this as an opportunity to grow, and you can.
"Namaste"

Answer 8

I'm sorry you feel the way you do. I assure you that many have felt the way you do (including myself). You say you wish someone would hear your screams on the inside. I think we just heard you scream. The answer to your problems is not an easy one step solution. Your age group deals with alot. The pressures from school, home, and friends. Here is a secret for you (Everyone your age feels very similar or just like you do.)

You are not alone. I hope that you can see the value within yourself and not resort to drastic measures. The world needs you. Obviously you care about things....the world needs people who care.

Answer 9

I'm 50, and fat, and nobody wants me. I tried to kill myself
twice. And believe me. If it's not your time to go, it's not your time
to go.
I don't know if you are religious. But it says that we are better
off being single. Not that there is anything wrong with a man
or woman. But when we have a partner, we spend all our
time trying to please them. And caring for the material needs of our family, and have no time for our spiritual needs.
Every time I turn around, some girl tears my heart out,
because I don't have a nice body, and she doesn't want me.
But I get stronger every time. And the passion I feel at times,
comes through in my love for God. And my desire to help
others, and I get more creative, and might even make some big
money in music and movies. Anyway, God is the only one
who stays true.

Answer 10

No dear you should not try to kill yourself. I have a daughter around your age she is tall and is heavy also. You must remember your in a growing state of adolescence and most all of us ( i was this way to) face it at some point in our lives. Any parent would be proud to have a straight A student you have tremendous potential and a lot to live for. I am sure you are a wonderful young lady! I pray you will talk this over with your parents and pastor. God bless you!