How does your worldview change once you have killed another person?

Question

How does it feel different, how do you feel about yourself, and about your place, and about our place in the world?

Not trying to be creepy, just something that I want to think about and get input about because it happens to people.

See how antsy it makes people! This is my second question on the subject and people are already calling me names. It's the subject, not me, that's disturbing.

Thanks for those of you who have given honest answers.

Answer 1

1.) It feels exhilirating and disgusting at once. Like a cheap high.

2.) You go through feeling bad in your conscious mind. You drown yourself in guilt and "what if" scenarios. If you have a faith, it is questioned or shaken, especially if the act was done in self-defense, or the defense of another.

3.) You go through a period of numbness for a while. You think about humanity. You change. Unless you are sick, you do not want to do it again.

Answer 2

It makes you feel like you can breathe easier, colors seem brighter, and you just cant wipe that grin off your face.
No, seriously, get help.

Answer 3

well it's been a few years since I last killed anyone.. but I feel a sense of power to this day. I also feel that my killing another person was a validation to our mortality. When I felt his life leave, it was like entering another world.

Answer 4

It probably depends a bit on why you killed someone: self-defense, war, in the course of a crime, in a state of passion, etc.

Answer 5

Yikes!!!! You know they do manufacture medications for this type of fascination. I would strongly seek medical advice for this.

Answer 6

if u get away with it, u kinda wanna do it again. if u get caught, maybe same story....

Answer 7

you're a bit of a creepy one, aren't you?

Answer 8

wow I am scared of you now

Answer 9

let me kill someone & i'll tell you