why does it sound so hard for me to be a good niece?

Question

the story goes here:she is not really my aunt...she is just an adopted child of my granpa which is the cuzin of my granpa also. so it means that we are not really in a close family relationship....but b4 when i was still young my mom and aunt usually meet bcoz we were in a habit to visit my mom's friend tito gary which was also a close friend of my aunt....what is bad there is that ryt this tym we then meet again but i dont know if she was really that particular person that i met before bcoz the 1st tym we met was when i was still a small kid w/my mom.but now,she is my teacher.......she asked me about my family name coz we have desame feelings whenever we will meet.we feel very weard and we just think that we know each other.but samhow,samwhat we just 4got our past meetings and we just 4got ourselves.she asked about my family name.my point here is that why do i feel bad until now even if i already told her my feelings?why will my hands shake whenever she was there?why do i feel weard?

Answer 1

because you don't set your heart and your mind to be one..
try to love her, baby...then you'd be one..

Answer 2

So you knew her as a child just come out & tell her the past is the past let it go.It doesn't matter if she's related or not every person should be treated with respect I was brought up that way never 2 treat no one bad even if they say mean things 2 U I was told 2 Ignore those type of people.

Answer 3

Just go on and lead your life as per normal. You are too caught up about the past. So what if she's not really a close member of your family? So what if you knew or have met each other b4 in the past? Does it matter?
What's past is past. We must learn to live for now. Now is what that matters, isn't it?
If you forget about the past, you will lead a happier life.

Answer 4

You ARE weird. Go consult a shrink before it's too late.

Answer 5

what?