I cant take it. I cant really tell my opinions on things. for every question you ask me i could have a ton of different answers and be fully deticated to all of them.
if you ask me a simple question like do you want to live?
ill answer
1. yes, i have aspirations in life. i want a family and a career.
2. no, i would rather die a slow beautiful death, right now would be the perfect time to drown in a pool of scarlet regret.
3. yes. i want to have fun and party for the rest of my life. make the best of life.
4. no, i cant take the pain and suffering. id rather die now than expierience a world of hurt.
and all of those answers are exactly how i feel. my opinion can change within seconds.
what is the deal?
one minute i can be completely happy!
and the next i just want to rip out someones windpipe.
WTF>?
2006-09-07 00:35:15 · 16 answers · asked by xsilverxthornx999 1 in Health ➔ Mental Health
ive taken online quizzes that said i have borderline personality disorder. what is that?
2006-09-07 00:37:06 · update #1
thank you guys for the answers.
i still feel like there is something wron with me though because i hurt myself so often.
im addicted to pain.
i starve myself just to feel empty.
i cut myself just to bleed.
i hurt myself just to feel pain, i feel like i deserve it and that im punishing myself for being a screw up.
God i cant take it.
2006-09-07 00:49:06 · update #2
hay hope your ok to day am a med sudent and i have suffered with depression for 5 years also i self harm some days i wich i was in a bad accendent but i dont want to die. i have wrote some imformation for you about bipolar and borderline.
Bipolar Disorder
Extreme mood swings punctuated by periods of generally even-keeled behavior characterize this disorder. Bipolar disorder tends to run in families. This disorder typically begins in the mid-twenties and continues throughout life. Without treatment, people who have bipolar disorder often go through devastating life events such as marital breakups, job loss, substance abuse, and suicide.
Borderline Personality Disorder
Symptoms of borderline personality disorder, a serious mental illness, include pervasive instability in moods, interpersonal relationships, self-image, and behavior. The instability can affect family and work life, long-term planning, and the individual's sense of self-identity.
Borderline Personality Disorder is a personality problem. Bi-polar Disorder is a mental illness. Both disorders can be equally bad. It all depends on the severity of the disorder. BPD often time requires talk therapy and medication(s) may not help. Bi-Polars usually need medication as well as therapy to cope with the distructive nature of the illness.
borderline personality disorder is a personality disorder. Personality disorders can be identified as really deep and consistent patterns of persona (inner)l experiences and behaviors that lead to distress, unhappiness, and really interfere with the person's everyday life in the sense that impair functioning (in family life, work, school and the such). There is no brain chemical imbalance associated with personality disorders.
Bipolar disorder is a mood disorder. As the classification states, for these conditions a disturbance in mood is the identifying symptom. Bipolar disorder is also associated with the chemical called serotonin. It is called bipolar, because the person experiencing it, swings between two extremes (sadness and a sort of "top of the world" kind of feeling).
i hope this helps no matter what you need to see the doc
2006-09-07 01:09:35 · answer #1 · answered by help 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Hi, it sounds like you do have Borderline Personality Disorder but do not self diagnose. There are many helpful sites including BPD Central and Borderline UK.
There are also some good books including: "New Hope for People with BPD" Neil Bockian
"Integrative Treatment for BPD" John Preston and "Get me out of here" by Rachel Reiland.
It is a little understood and greatly stigmatised condition so make sure you have plenty of support
2006-09-07 07:48:03 · answer #2 · answered by bronx 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Wow! You have the soul of a poet. You are also able to argue the pro and con of any debate. Get a journal and start writing. If you're in high school, join the debate team. If not, become a lawyer:)
As for that mood swing thing, though, it does sound like you might want to talk with a pyschiatrist. However, I do know a few very wonderful people who tell me that in their youth they experienced these extreme mood changes. It might be something hormonal that you will eventually grow out of.
2006-09-07 07:41:47 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
I'm Bipolar and that is not bipolar homie...
it just sounds like your a bit confused to me
i mean what teen isn't confused and doesn't quite know where they fit in or maybe even where they wanna fit in?! Or how they are feeling about things? i know I didn't a year or so ago.
Don't sweat it. Just go with the flow. Have fun. =]
If you were Bipolar this would be causing you SERIOUS problems. (i.e losing a job, getting kicked out of school, abusing drugs)
2006-09-07 07:47:39 · answer #4 · answered by plurmishmishfish 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
It sounds like you need to see a doctor about all of this. If you feel these within a short time, you could be a fast cycling bipolar. The exact diagnosis needs to be made and treatment can begin.
2006-09-07 08:42:42 · answer #5 · answered by Buzz s 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Most opinions really aren't that important - and it's perfectly legal to state that you have no strong opinion on a given subject.
It seems that a lot of people has opinions about things they don't know anything about anyway...
I don't think there's anything wrong with you... To me it just sounds like you're feeling alive :)
2006-09-07 08:29:30 · answer #6 · answered by Mr Jones 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You sound like a typical teenager. If you are not, then perhaps you need to see a psychotherapist. You might need an anti-depressant.
You might also just have too much time on your hands and not enough outside interests.
2006-09-07 07:47:46 · answer #7 · answered by lcmcpa 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
The whole thing about this is, getting to know who you are. The only way you are really going to find out is but trying and seeing if you like it or not. Trial and error. It's called life. I don't think anybody really knows what they like and don't like. Everyday people change. That's human nature...
2006-09-07 07:43:02 · answer #8 · answered by weeroppadc2 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
don't worry too much about the dying part - that will happen eventually. but you only get once chance to live. you should just go about trying to make the most out of each day, and leave the dying part to mother nature. you'll be dead in a few decades anyways, why rush it?
2006-09-07 07:42:02 · answer #9 · answered by yuntaa_dba 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
To me, it just sounds you are a bit confused about your life, you are not really sure where you are heading, because you are open to many options.
There is nothing wrong with you, but i would take the guess you are a young guy/girl, still searching for you place.
2006-09-07 07:42:32 · answer #10 · answered by holdon 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋