All I do is stress out and fail at most everything. That is no way to live, so I would be doing the everyone a favor by just ending myself right now. My organs, my oxygen, my space in this world, could just go to someone who really should be kept alive.
2006-09-06 01:34:53 · 13 answers · asked by Anonymous in Health ➔ Mental Health
sexxychick:
I HAVE tried praying to Jesus. The last time I did that, he ignored me. The time before that he allowed things to get even worse. I know you have to have faith, but how much is enough. I am beginning to think we pray to someone who really doesn't give a s--t. That, by the way, IS part of my depression, that even God does not care.
2006-09-06 01:43:34 · update #1
tweetymay:
Thank you for your kind thoughts and advice, but I can't call suicide prevention, bc they will just get the police involved and I will get locked up. I can't afford for things to be even worse.
2006-09-06 01:47:32 · update #2
matrixdee:
Thank you for your help. However, with all due respect, what you say, although it seems noble, seems too noble to be realistic. It, again, with all due respect, sounds like you took this straight out of a theology lecture but that it really can't have any application to real life, ie that no one is that mature thinking, especially in a mental crisis.
2006-09-06 01:49:28 · update #3
By the way, an example of how bad the mental pain is: whenever anything goes wrong, I immediately try to eat as much as I can of stuff that is very bad for you, like sodium, cholesterol (the bad kind), saturated fats, etc. I have even done research first, to find out what are the worst, most dangerous foods and chemicals in foods. This does leave me concerned, but its like I can't stop doing it.
2006-09-06 01:52:32 · update #4
mom of a boy: thank you, but:
1) I am so low right now, that I would just bring everyone else I help down.
2) I couldn't help, anyway, because I fail at almost everything..I would just be making things worse for the people I would try to help
3) I can't talk to anyone, for fear they will call the cops in to help.
4) I can't talk to clergy, because at this point, I think I have basically no faith or trust left in God..
2006-09-06 01:57:00 · update #5
mom of a boy:
Please don't misunderstand, its not really that I am blaming God, its just that I have prayed about this already and (1) no answer and then (2) things actually got worse. What am I left to think???
2006-09-06 01:59:02 · update #6
Things just keep getting worse and I just can't take it anymore. I can not go to anyone bc I don't want the cops involved; but for lunch I just deliberately bought more harmful chemical filled food. I don't really know what is going to happen, but I am getting a little concerned...,
2006-09-06 06:41:26 · update #7
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2006-09-08 22:37:11 · answer #1 · answered by The Notorious Doctor Zoom Zoom 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
DON'T YOU DARE COMMIT SUICIDE! Why? Because even though you might not know it, there's always someone out there who loves you beyond this world it's just sometimes your to stupid to realize. No one cares if you've never been kissed. 22 and a virgin. I'm not going to say life's not about having sex and girls but I'm going to tell you that some day there will be a girl out there and she'll mean the world to you. Yes In life you're always going to be hurt burin reality you've just or to find the ones worth hurting for. Oh and lastly, MAN UP and if it helps change one step at a tine. Starting with your personality. Girls like guys who can make them smile :) And if you really are A's good looking A's you say then make yourself look better because who knows? The perfect girl might be slapping you across the face bit your to absorb in how lonely you are to realize it! Hope I helped :)
2016-03-17 09:09:08 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Sorry things have gotten that desperate... and it sounds like you really hate yourself, I spent quite a bit of time in a similar boat (probably for different reasons) but don't worry I'm not going to refer you to Jesus, but I do recommend speaking with a psychologist, that's what I've done and I'm slowly getting better. Areas of the mind like this are their speciality, they go to school and train for years for this kind of stuff, and any doctor who is any good at all isn't going to jump up and call the police if you tell them about your suicidal feelings, not unless they really really thought you were going to kill yourself the moment you step out of the office that is... If you see one psychologist but don't like him/her, try another one, the first one I saw sucked, the second one I tried I've been going to for the last three years. If you're up for it, you should at least give yourself every chance to get through this that you can before choosing to kill yourself - try a doctor. If you already see one, try a different one. And maybe you should read up on anti depressants and anxiety medicine and see if it sounds like something you may want to try (they're not happy pills, they don't make you happy, they only keep you from falling through the floor most of the time). Good luck, really.
2006-09-06 03:06:59 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
...man.... i have nothing to be proud of... ABSOLUTELY nothing.... i promise.... i am nothing but a financial burden on my parents..... do i consider my life useless? Yes. But do i consider my life worthless? No... because... i am alive man.... alive... and i know my mom had to go through living hell for 9 months for me to get out in this moral disaster, we call the world....
So I am going to fight.... fight the system.... positively.... help someone.... if i cant, then i'll help an animal.... maybe feed a stray dog... if not that, then ill help a floating ant.... something.... that can define me,,,, something that can leave a trail of the fact, that I existed....
Ofcourse, the dog wont thank me, the ant wont be glad... but i will have known, that today, I was of more help than worry....
And Yes i am a fish, yes i can't climb a tree.... BUT THAT DOESN'T ******* MEAN, I WONT SWIM!!!
Because the if the world judges a fish by it's ability to climb a tree.... its ******* stupid =_=
And I like your idea... the organ thing.... may be after my death, ill donate them to someone....
There is nothing to strive for, yet so much to live for...
P.S, if you are infact just lazy, and a procrastinator, get into drugs.... it will motivate you into earning money so that you can buy them
(That was a joke dude...)
2013-10-10 00:43:48 · answer #4 · answered by ? 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I've never had a conversation with someone who has killed themselves to find out. Who knows how to answer your question? Maybe it is just a big black void with no awareness, or maybe the religions are right, and it would be worse!
When we tend to focus on the things that are wrong in life they tend to overwhelm us. Is there anything you like about now? The Internet for example? Ice cream? The love of a pet?
All living creatures have the desire to live, from the smallest to the largest.
2006-09-06 01:40:16 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Joseph, I've been exactly where u r. Failure, pain, loniless, abandonned by God, family and friends. Feelings of hopelessness, eating to help kill myself, despair, u name it I have gone through it. Contemplating and actully attempting suicide and I failed at that too. But there was a reason and a purpose why I failed at hurting myself so many times. Hurting ur self is not the solution. If ur organs went to someone else what guarantees do u have that they will keep that person alive? None, nothing in life is guaranteed except that one day u will eventually die. None of us have the right to end our life when we want to end it. Find ur purpose for living. I wish I could talk to u more on one to one level and guide u to a healthy solution for ur ailness not illness. U r not sick, u r just hurting momentarily. This too shall pass, trust me. U need what I call a mental tune-up. I take them as I need them. Whenever I'm feeling so distraught I admit myself into a facility where I think They will help me during the momentary crisis I'm going through. I too went through the whole angry at God for not being there thing. I was impatient it had to be when I wanted it to be not when God thought I needed Him. Like a spoiled brat I was too into my own concerns that I had no time to wait patiently on the Lord. Guess what He IS answering u right now through all these caring words of advise and love from people u don't even know and that don't know the real u. Don't give up on God or ur self learn to hear what He IS saying to u right now. Recognize His voice full of love for u, be patient and most of all keep the faith, ur answers to everything will come in God's due time when He knows u'll need them most. God is never late He is always on time. God Bless, and pls. go seek that mental tune-up and get to know ur self. Try it it can't hurt worse than u r feeling right now. Take care of ur self. Trust in God and ur self. Pick up the phone call a mobile crisis unit right now and get the help u need NOW don't delay.
2006-09-07 00:43:43 · answer #6 · answered by papabeartex 4 · 0⤊ 1⤋
Been there...I know how it feels to be that desparate. However, I don't know how you feel inside your head. Praying is just going to make it worse because they go unanswered...you already know that. You need something to challenge you. Have you ever tried rock climbing, running, any kind of a "single sport" where it is just you and your thoughts? I found that they really helped me and I am partially disabled. Everytime I reached the top of a climb, my confidence and self worth multiplied.
2006-09-06 03:44:53 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
I am not here to tell you about religion. But why do you want to throw it all away when Jesus can fix it and make life more hopeful. I used to feel like you until I met him and gave my life to him. So many things that I was struggling with he make them all work out for my good. Growing up in a broken home, incest (my virginity taken at age 12 by my uncle), having to leave home at an early age to fend for myself, homeless and living in a shelter. Isn't that more than enough to give it all up........
But then I accepted Jesus and he has turned my life around. I am now a professional, having my own place and own things, I am able to support my mother financially. Don't give up!! Hanging in there.......... Jesus can turn your life around. Let him by inviting him into your life.
2006-09-06 01:41:28 · answer #8 · answered by Lady Mandeville 6 · 0⤊ 1⤋
Wow man, sorry to hear that you think this way......Just remember for every action(your death) there is a reaction (your family deeply in grief without knowing you feltthis way.......Isn't there someone yu can talk to? How about a minister? A close male cousin?
You know, there is a saying that if we think we are going to fail, we will...simply because we don't try hard enough...We feel so down that we let that little saying come true.....
The trick here is to live for yourself......I think you should want to prove to yourself that you can do anything you want.......Prove your feelings wrong.....Try.........You really need to rethink your thoughts, because I think God put you here for a reason, you just don't know what it is yet.....In the meantime, why not go in your spare time to volunteer at a soup kitchen in your area....Volunteer in your church...If don't belong, go to one.....We need so many volunteers in many businesses to help them keep going....Even your hospital You may become so good at helping others that they will want to hire you full time...........I surely wish I could help you.I'm sure you are a wonderful person..........Please go help someone....Even at the VA hospital there are men who are living their lives there from past wars, and they have no one to talk to..Think about how they feel.....Or people in nursing homes.....We all need somebody...Someone needs you!
And Joe, hon, don't take this wrong, but God is not to blame...He created man and gave man a brain with the knowledge of how to do right from wrong......Man chooses his fate.(your thoughts prove me right) In the meantime, I will have you in my thoughts , and I will be thinking positively about you ....Hang in there
2006-09-06 01:50:00 · answer #9 · answered by mom of a boy and girl 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
to the world you might be just one person,
but to ONE PERSON, you might be the WORLD!
Don't give up. Remember, suicide is a PERMANENT solution to a TEMPORARY problem.
Life is full of ups and downs. Hang in there and things will get better. If they are not getting better, try to figure out what is going wrong, then you can take charge and correct it.
No one is perfect.
Please seek help. call suicide prevention if you have to. Good luck. Please don't hurt yourself.
2006-09-06 01:40:40 · answer #10 · answered by tweetymay 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋