Usually I'm a very happy, outgoing guy, but lately I feel like I'm falling into deep depression. Everythings seems to be hitting me at once. I feel like I'm stuck in Drive and Reverse at the same time.
Recently my girlfriend's been really busy with school, work, then homework. I hardly see her any more. I feel like I'm in the way, I feel like I'm dying.
Dreams are really bothering me, "it's always raining inside my head" I've been trying to get rid of all these feeligns I've been having, I've been jogging incredible lengths lately, distances as far as 8 miles in one day, that's unheard of from a guy like me.
I think there's something really wrong. I'm just a decomposing matter on the side of the road...I try to do things to take the bad thoughts out of my mind. I feel trapped, and I want to scream. I'm starting college soon this fall, and I'm afraid I'll become into something I'm not. I'm so sick of myself. Help.
2006-08-31
14:29:06
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cornelius_joe
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➔ Mental Health