should i do it?

Question

Im really depressed and my mom just beated me senseless 2 days ago cause she was drunk and she gotten mad cause i talked back to her boyfriend...im tired of getting pushed around and its making my life even worst than it is before and i wanna kill myself cause i have nothing to live for i have no friends i have no life really and this new school that im at is very bad

should i just go off and kill myself?
my mom told me that im just a huge worthless mistake and i shouldnt be here anyways and she said that i make her do drugs just to get away from me
should i just do it just to make my mom and her boyfriend happy?

Answer 1

I don' t believe she is correct in her thinking and what she says to you is the drugs and alcohol talking. Don't give her that much power over your life. If you report her abuse to the police or a therapist you can get the support you need. No one deserves to be abused.

Answer 2

you don't mention how old you are...but I will assume you are in your teens or a bit older. Sometimes it is more of the 'feelings' we want to 'kill' and not really ourselves. If your mom gets drunk a lot she may be an alcoholic, which would make sense given her treatment towards you and her telling you that you are a worthless mistake. She is not really talking about you (although she is talking TO you)...try to remember she feels real shitty about herself and instead of dealing with those feelings she 'projects' them onto you...very typical of alcohol abusers and they also tend to get mean and lash out at those around them. and needs to 'blame' anyone or anything to continue their own destructive behavior...don't believe it for a second... You may want to try to find an Alateen meeting where you can meet and listen to other kids who are going through a similar thing and feeling like their life is ****...
no matter what she says about you...you are not worthless..
.or talk to a counselor at school. good for you posting here...just by doing this you seem to believe that killing yourself is not the answer...I wish you all the best and remember you are not alone in all these thoughts and feelings....so many have gone and are going through this.

Answer 3

hold on a little longer. I don't even know you but I care about your life and I'm not just saying that so you'll live. Other people do care about you too. I promise you that. You're not weak either. You can make it through. You're not worthless. And you're not a mistake. I know that you feel like you have nothing left but someday you'll be able to move out if you haven't already. It'll be better then. You can make it till then. I wouldn't lie to you. I know how it feels to lay on the floor half dead and half alive and how it feels to bleed just to get back at someone. You can email me if you want to talk. I check it a lot. [e-mail]

Answer 4

First of all, don't call yourself "Loser".
Why not call yourself "Angel" ?
Lovely and loveable, is our birthright.

We all are here for a reason. That reason is God's love.
We are born through our parents, not by them.
Don't depend emotionally on parents if they are not ept to be loving, like what God has intended them to be.
Depend on your self-development.
Help yourself to be happy.
Go for a walk, exercise.
Serve others, do voluntary work to help the needy.
Have some sunshine, and smile and greet every passerby.
Listen to some good music, eg. Mozart.
Work hard and do a good job on whatever you're in. eg. school work, job....etc

Answer 5

no i might be younger but maybe not and i am going through the same thing we just have to hang on tight i have had a little bit of bad luck and i feel like my life has turned upside-down. so remember just hang on tight o.k. you will make it out alive and will be happy you did so. your ? was good.

Answer 6

no you should not kill youself. life is too precious and you will see that someday if you give it a chance, do you have other family you can call or go to? your mother needs to be reported to DCF if this is a true post. you can call yourself. they will help you.