what is wrong with me?

Question

i dead serious i cant stand it anymore this is bs okay i was homeschooled because i got made fun of big time i cant get anyone to be my friend i dont know why everyone called me gay because i would cry so i started wearing black because of it but i dont now i just lay here depressed everybody i see especially guys just wanna fight me for no freakin reason i cant get no girl to look at me and im not bad looking i work out a lot but im no triple h in case you dont know triple h is a wrestler but anyway i have like no friends no one to talk to about anything except on here so please help me out i did listen to music to past the time and i sang and impresed everyone but the record people would not give me a record deal so now i have nothing to look foward to all i had was that but it is just a shattered dream and i cant drive my truck im 17 and i have panic attacks that is where you just get nervous for no reason at all so please help me guys

why does life suck

Answer 1

Nothing is wrong you! Kids are cruel and learn bad examples from their parents. You know what they say, you cant fix stupid. Dont let those kids get you down, you can be who you are. Im really sorry that your having a tough time because life should be enjoyable. My best friend got a stomach unlcer becasue she was soo stressed about school. Im really sorry. Just dont ever let anyone bring you down. good luck

Answer 2

Well I understand what you mean by life sucks some people are just so stupid and imature expecially at your age, I'm not too much older than you but I know what your going through. I'm 23 it seems to me that some of these people make fun on you like that because they have nothing else better to do and I wouldn't worry about it if I were you things won't always be the way that they are. They will get better just do what makes you happy and if thats music then keep it up. email me if you need someone to talk to sometimes. Take care and good luck. [e-mail]

Answer 3

I'm so sad for you. Your making me depressed:( We all go through a awkward time in our life. Maybe your time is just now! You'll get thought it and you'll look back at this time as a growing experience. You'll explain to your children someday that you had a tough time in your teens. Did you hear me say children? Yes, you will find someone to spend your life with. She'll come along when you least expect it and everything your feeling right now won't seem so bad. Know there is a light at the end of the tunnel and kids are mean. We all were. The kids that are being cruel never realize what jerks they truly are until they grow out of it. Look up!!!! It will get better.

Answer 4

Don't even trip. I was the biggest nerd in elementry. My family was on welfare and I had to shop at la segunda for everything. The beginning of high school I was still a nerd. Then I got into gangs and had to drop out of school like 5 times because people would not just let me be. Even when I left the gangs they just kept starting rumors and making up stories. All the kids that made fun of me when I was in elementry school well let me tell you. All the guys hit on me when they seen me 10 years later. I got the pure pleasure of flaunting my cute self around to let them see what they coulda had if they were nice to me. And alot of the girls are so fat now they can bearly walk. Now I'm gonna be 28 here soon. People tell me I look 23 and Those girls got even fatter and uglier. Trust me Karma is a B*tch. Just wait if you're a good person you'll get yours. They are probably all just jealous.

Answer 5

Well sometimes people are just mean, maybe they are jealous of you if you look better than they do, you said you work out there is nothing wrong with keeping up your appearance. For your record deal i wouldnt stop trying to persue it if they turn you down im sure someone out there will think your pretty good, never give up on your dreams it should make you try harder. And for friends there are friends that will come and go you know the ones that stick with you through good and bad are true friends it all comes with time. Keep your head up!.

Answer 6

So what if you can't get a record deal, if you enjoy music, look on-line for musicians your age who are looking to form a band. You can get together with people who have a common interest, practice often, improve and see what happens. This will give you the confidence, go on to college, even if it is community college. Join their choir, a voice is an instrument and just because you have a good sound, every singer needs instruction.
Plus college is different, people don't pick on anyone, they tend to act more adult.

Good Luck.

Answer 7

Well i went to homeschool most of my life for the same reason that i was always teased becuz of how i dressed and becuz i wore glasses and also because i was different...sucks huh? so i just want you to know that your not alone and to never give up because i grew out of it and now i have lots of friends and are very happy and i thought id never graduate but i did so never give up.

p.s.
maybe this will help maybe not but when i started getting depressed i took an anti-depressant called zoloft and it help me tremendisly... so if i was you i would tell my parents and either get counseling or talk to your doctor about zoloft.


I really hope this has helped.

Answer 8

You know wat some people are just so mean. If you went to my high school i would be coo wit you. I have a lot of friends that a lot of people think are gay and some gay GUYS too. You just need to stop trying to impress people and learn to like yourself.If you are not coo wit yo self then how do you expect other people to like you. Learn to like yourself and screw those other people that have a problem with you because ,obviously, they are not people you need to be hanging out with.Just hold on! You'll find a crowd you can hang wit but in the mean time just get to the point to where you like yourself. I'm sure ur a coo guy.

Answer 9

hi
i'm sorry that you think life sucks and because of the way ignorant people have treated you for so long, but i'm sure you are a great person and you WILL meet that special person who will love you and appreciate you, but meanwhile keep on singing and doing things you love, you shouldn't give up just cuz one record deal turned you down, try others... and don't mind the ignorant people who like to bother you, if you just ignore them they will get tired after a while and leave you alone.
good luck
rose

Answer 10

this is gonna hurt.sounded like you have all kinds of great things going for you,do you say thanks LIFE?what the hay ya whinin about good-looking,talented,screw your friends,get NEW and IMPROVED ones.as far as your anxiety attacks are concerned RUN to your family doctor and FREE Grief recovery outreach usually through hospice as you may be clinically depressed,and /or some old unresolved issues that need to be dealt with.once you do ,you will change the way you think and that will change the way YOU feel.GOOOOD LUCK