When I was young me and my mama had beef. Seventeen years old kicked out on the streets. Though back at the time, I never thought I'd see her face. Ain't a woman alive that could take my mama's place. Suspended from school & scared to go home, I was a fool with the big boys, breaking all the rules. I shed tears with my baby sister. Over the years we was poorer than the other little kids & even though we had different daddy's, the same drama. When things . I reminisce on the stress I caused, it was hell. Hugging on my mama from a jail cell & who'd think in elementary? Hey, I see the penitentiary, one day & running from the police, that's right. Mama catch me, put a whooping to my backside & even as a crack fiend, mama. You always was a black queen, mama. I finally understand for a woman it ain't easy trying to raise a man. You always was committed. A poor single mother on welfare, tell me how ya did it. There's no way I can pay you back but the plan is to show you that I understand
2006-08-22
22:42:30
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Now ain't nobody tell us it was fair. No love from my daddy cause the coward wasn't there. He passed away and I didn't cry, cause my anger wouldn't let me feel for a stranger. They say I'm wrong and I'm heartless, but all along. I was looking for a father he was gone. I hung around with the Thugs, and even though they sold drugs. They showed a young brother love. I moved out and started really hanging. I needed money of my own so I started slanging. I ain't guilty cause, even though I sell rocks. It feels good putting money in your mailbox. I love paying rent when the rent's due. I hope ya got the diamond necklace that I sent to you. Cause when I was low you was there for me. And never left me alone because you cared for me. And I could see you coming home after work late. You're in the kitchen trying to fix us a hot plate. Ya just working with the scraps you was given. And mama made miracles every Thanksgiving...
2006-08-22
22:43:36 ·
update #1
But now the road got rough, you're alone. You're trying to raise two bad kids on your own. And there's no way I can pay you back but my plan is to show you that I understand. You are appreciated... Pour out some liquor and I reminisce, cause through the drama I can always depend on my mama. And when it seems that I'm hopeless, you say the words that can get me back in focus. When I was sick as a little kid. To keep me happy there's no limit to the things you did. And all my childhood memories. Are full of all the sweet things you did for me. And even though I act crazy. I gotta thank the Lord that you made me. There are no words that can express how I feel. You never kept a secret, always stayed real. And I appreciate, how you raised me. And all the extra love that you gave me. I wish I could take the pain away. If you can make it through the night there's a brighter day. Everything will be alright if ya hold on. It's a struggle everyday, gotta roll on...
2006-08-22
22:45:10 ·
update #2
You are appreciated. Don't cha know we love ya? Sweet lady. Dear mama. Place no one above ya, sweet lady. You are appreciated. Don't cha know we love ya?
2006-08-22
22:46:03 ·
update #3