Help me!!!?

Question

I am always depressed, i am always very sensitive of so many things, even if ppl didnt mean to hurt me, but i take it very personal!! i tried commiting suicide twice this year, but for some reason i am still alive! i know its wrong, but sometimes i feel like im so alone in this world..... i feel that no1 cares about me at all..... nothing works right for me!! altho i graduated college a yr ago, but i have this phobia of working, this fear of failing .. the fear of feeling stupid and not be able to do my job right.. i even fear leavin the house.. i have been seeing therapists and taking pills too..... but nothin seems to work.. i am 22 now, and ive been goin thru this ever since i was 17.. this fear is bigger than anything u guys could imagine!! plz help me out!!

Answer 1

I would rlly recommend if u see a therapist, u might think its not working for the meantime, but trust me ull see results but u have to stick to it!! take care and be safe

Answer 2

I know what you mean. Well, except the committing suicide. I feel the way you do as a matter of fact I have been seeing a therapist since the beginning of the year. I felt depressed, alone, fear of feeling stupid, and not being able to do the job right. I now at 31 have realized with the help of going to therapy that life is to short for me to feel this way. I shouldn't hold all this negativity and just think of the positive things that I have done. Sure, I am unemployed right now because of getting laid off but I am going to school now paid by the government to do what I really want. I do sometimes feel scared of when I go and look for a job that I am still not qualified enough because no experience, but I say to myself I can make it and it is going to be okay. Please don't feel depressed keep going to see your therapist and dont forget to take your pills. If you need someone to talk to please IM me.

What really helps me out is to think of how other people have it worst than we do. Like for example people are starving, dying because of war or are disabled in bed and can't do anything for themselves. Keep thinking positive.

"Never, Never, Never Quit" -WINSTON CHURCHILL

Answer 3

Take pleasure in them smallest of things, a sunny day, hearing your favorite song on the radio, just the little things. I suffer most days myself and have found that no matter how miserable I feel, if I do something to make someone else feel happy (a random act of kindness), it rubs off on me too and helps me get out of my "funk" even if it is just for the rest of the day or the next few hours. Unfortunately there is no simple answer for the very complicated problem we share. Don't give up, just live one day at a time.

Answer 4

i'm 18 and i feel like i'm in a similar position....i did have a job but i left it to go to school (i leave sunday)

try a job that doesn't make you around so many people...something not stressful...it may not be the highest of paying jobs but if you work a lot in an unstressful enviornment...then that will help......

i don't really fear leaving the house...i just don't want to...you know....my comfort zone is places i've been before and people i've seen.....so i know how big some of those fears are...like meeting new people...i have Asperger's Syndrome (i'm autistic)...so believe me i know

anyway music does it for me....try listening to music.....relax....and see if you can find a job where you work from home

good luck

Answer 5

Try going back to the dr. They haven't found the right medication combination for you.

Have the therapists talked to you about Behavior Modification? You should go to a therapist that is experienced in this treatment method.

Please don't give up. Sometimes it takes a while to find the right treatment for you.

Answer 6

Sound like you're leaving depressed and entering despair. You need more help than what you're getting. No person is perfect. Go admit yourself into a hospital. It sounds like manic depression/OCD along with a lot of other things. No one here is a doctor and you need the right treatment.

Answer 7

o_o;;; if all that didin't help yahoo answers won't do much hmm not much to say on this make shure you don't feel sorry for yourself it's one thing that's a big reason people try to kill themselves think it will make everyone regret and feel sorry for them if your spending time alone on the internet maybe your biggest problem is your lonely and begging somone to help make your life better you need to go out and hang with friends or start dating maybe go out with family do some fun activiities that don't make you fear doing them to ease the stress try to relax and hang in there and keep going to the doctors
hopefully somone else will give better advice!

Answer 8

keep your cool... try not to suicide because it means you just want to lose the game of life... try to win it!!! make friends who will care for you and comfort you when you feel down... download russell peter's jokes and listen to them you will be happy.... everyone has a fear that they will do something wrong but dont worry you LEARN from your mistakes.... walk early in the morning for about 10 minutes... start trusting people... and think POSITIVE! try meditation, listen to relaxing music..

Answer 9

go to a dodctor....get a meeting with a counseler....you might be manic. It is serious if not taken care of. I go through the same things...well..went. You need someone perfessional to talk to. Try no t to take the medications...try to help yourself mentally first. Godd Luck and smile.

Answer 10

no freakin person cares about me either. Great freakin life ehh? I know what you are going through. Can you write me some times? I want to tell you about these exercises I am doing.. It's helping..
Remember you are in charge of your life. Don't let life take control of you and run you. I really want to tell you more.. Hope you'll write.