Help me find Jesus?

Question

OK guys seriously I'm 22 and my "friend" (let's call him Joe) is 23. Let me start from the beginning.

SOooo like I've known Joe for a hella long time since we were like babies and lol he was a great friend to me. Yea and then like when we got a little older like high school age he moved away to like Arizona (I'm in Oregon) and like I really missed him and stuff so yea. And like 2 years ago I went to visit him for Thanksgiving because all of our family was there and stuff so yea. But he wasn't there cuz he was out workin his job and I was like "noo when is he coming" and he came really late like after we ate the turkey and stuff so that was kinda disappointing but then when we were leaving he winked at me and I was like "wow..". So like yea he's kinda cute lol and I thought that he liked me or something.

So yea like last year we went for thanksgiving to his house again and this time her was there and I was there too and we like talked about how much we used to be together and stuff and then he started talking about how we went through puberty together and that my boobs got big and then I got kinda weirded out and stuff so I was like "um ok can we talk about something else?" and then he was like "uhhh okk fine whateva" and then like later on we were eating dinner and then afterwards he was like "hey let's play cards in my room" and we were like the only kids there so I was like "ok whatever geez" and first we played like Speed or whatever that's called around here. Then we played slapjack and like he hit my hand and he was like "awww sorry baby" and then he kissed it and I liked it.

And like then I pretended to accidently slap his hand next and he was like "ouch that hurt mee you should kiss it and make it better" so I did and then he pretended to trip and hit my stomach and he was like "aww sorry let me kiss that and make it better too" and I was like "um ok" and he was about to do it but then my parents were calling me telling me I had to go. So like we left before anything happened and yea...

So then a few months ago we visited him again for the summer and I was kinda nervous because of what happened last time but iono I kinda liked him and stuff so I wasn't worried as much. So like we got there and I was kinda wondering why we visited him so much since we were just friends in school and I was going to ask my mom but she was sleeping in the car and I was driving and my dad was sleeping too. So we get there and I forget to ask and then we see his family and we are like hiii and stuff.

And so like we talked and stuff and then he was like "so is your stomach feeling better now or do you still want me to kiss it?" and I was like "wtf seriously that's not funny anymore" and he was like "oh I was just kidding" and then his mom called him and I thought my mom called me too so we both got up and ran into each other and I fell on top of him and... yea... that's when things got bad. First he tried to push me off him but he ended up lifting my shirt instead and I forgot to wear a bra so he saw those too. And then he was like "I wanna touch them" and he started to stroke my boobs really slowly and it was nice and then he would like rub his finger around my nipple and that was great too. And all the time his mom kept calling him and he was like "I'll be there in a minute".

So then we started kissing and we went onto the bed and he started taking off his clothes and we were like on top of each other and then we had sex for a while and then my mom bursted in and was like "YOUR DAD JUST CUT HIMSELF WHILE CUTTING THE TOMAT.... HOLY **** ****ING HELL WHAT ARE YOU TWO DOING!?!??!"

...and we left right there and then and I don't think I'm ever going to see him again. On the way back my mom was like "he's related to you, you know that right?" And I started crying and crying and I fell asleep and when I woke up I was at the hospital and they told me I was pregnant. Next week I'm getting an abortion and my mom had basicly given me like super grounded and I can't go anywhere (even though I'm 22 years old!! WTF)...

Should I run away? Help?

Answer 1

Do not have the abortion. The baby inside you is a person, a human being. If you can't take care of it yourself, then consider adoption. Please, please please do not kill your baby.

If you want to see what happens to them, type this word into the yahoo search bar, "abortion" and then click images. I warn you it is the most horrible thing. I did that already myself and I could barely stomach it.

Another warning. Suicide rates are much, much higher among women who have abortions than those who keep their babies. You don't want to kill your baby. Please, get some counseling first. Pray to Jesus and ask Him for help.

Don't become a murderer.

Answer 2

If you're really 22. You don't have to run away. You can just leave anytime you want.

Answer 3

You're 23 and like yea umm, you talk like that?

Answer 4

I think you need a shrink, not Y!A... i don't mean that in a condescending or mean way either... you need to talk to someone who can help you with this... i couldn't even get thru it.

Answer 5

I thought you wanted us to help you find Jesus.

Answer 6

There's something wrong with this story.

Answer 7

he's under your bed. like the boogie man.

Answer 8

Oh my God. christians really worship their prophet and deny God.

Answer 9

God bless you, my friend. Good luck.

Answer 10

He will find you...