i made a deal with my self.?

Question

so what do you think. i am going to kill my self with i am 30 if i have not done one of the fallowing. 1 getten in to the army (i cant join so that all ready out) 2 have a family (i am getting a vacetime so i cant breed so thats out) or 3 become rich. i think i have a good deal. whats the point of living past your best years if you havent done any thing with your life

people with geneticdefects should not breed(even though i would like ti have 3 litt girls but hay thay can be adopted) and 13 is too young to kill your self but 30 is just fine. besaids i am a child of the 80s and mainly 90s and were all sorts of screwed up. me more than any one else

Answer 1

Set new goals. I'm 50 and I'm in college working on a third career.

Answer 2

you are so young? why in the world do you want to kill yorself? i know you dont see it but the world is so full of life. you have a job.you have food, you have a roof over your head,do you know how many ppl would give for one meal and one night in a warm comfy bed? you and i take so much for granted but how many ppl do you think are out there who have nothing and are worse off then us? when i was 30 i was married(im now divorced) had 2 babies but my life never begun. i didnt go anywhere or did anything i thought i would be straddled with children the rest of my life. as my babies grew so did i. i could smell the air, the flowers, i would watch the rain drops drip offf the petals of flowers. i never thought i would find someone to love me, i wanted a carbon copy of myself in a mate and i got it. i had to endure a lot of pain and hardache before i met my husband the only man i ever fell in love with who today i call my first love at my age 48.we cant have children and its ok we have enough family with children we might as well call them our own lol. my husband did not just fall in my lap either. we took an apt together worked our way from the bottom up to decoratse it to what it is today. life is hard it takes a lot of hard work, you cant put a time line on it you would be missing so much if you did. you will get what you want in life you have to be patient and kind and your dreams will come your way

Answer 3

what makes u think that the best years are only up to age 30? I'm 50 and having a ball. Do what interests you. Why a vasectomy? Even old men can make babies. Go to a mental health specialist or talk to a family practice Dr. and tell him or her what u said on here.

Answer 4

I used to have a "do this or commit suicide" goal with myself. But then I discovered that life is not always set and planned. Some of the most amazing things will come by surpise. Don't give up before you get the chance to experience it. 30 is too young for suicide.

Take care.

Answer 5

please dont kill yourself. think of how sad your family and friends would be. many many people dont do great huge things in thier life, its totally normal. 30 is still young, you would have about 50 years more to live! who knows what great things could happen in that time! but if you did kill yourself, you would never have known the great things that could have come to you. please dont do it. if you feel useless, do something good. do community service, help the homeless, donate money for a good cause. and by the way, just because you will soon not be able to breed doesnt mean you cannot adopt! adopting is a great way to have a family. if you feel your life is boring, do something fun and exciting! such as: sky diving, paira sailing, bungie jumping.. there is so much you could still do with your life. but please dont throw youe life away just because you didnt have the greatest life.
hope i helped in some way

Answer 6

Feelings and moods constantly change - we are human and that's to be expected.

Please call one of those free hotlines for suicide and talk to someone now. Eventually, you will get thru those feelings and if you need someone in your home town to see - they will make arrangements for you.

Just remember - there is hope and better days will come. Never give up!

Answer 7

please don't kill yourself, i understand your need to to disappear but
there is a lot for you to try in this world.
like new goals in your life ,things that make you happy.
Do what interests you ,
write things you want to do,
if you feel useless, do something good.
remember -Don't worry be happy...

Answer 8

By living you've helped others. Keep doing it.