what is wrong with me?

Question

my entire life seems like a disaster...I am 29 years old and so far i have only been a loser nomatter how hard i try...my granparents died when i was young and my brother told me it was my fault.. my mother died when i was 24 and my children were taken away from me in 2004 becuase my mental health counselor said i was an un fit mother due to a mental health issues.. Everyone i have ever cared about i either lost them or they died..i feel like God hates me and I dont belong here...i cant even keep a job because i cant stay focused on my job...I don't know what to do

Answer 1

This is very sad, darling...so your grandparents died and the bro put the blame on you..sheesh, and someone wonders why you have mental problems...you are still grieving your moms loss, and also having your kids taken away from you...God does not hate you, in fact, He loves you...this is how Satan works people..he takes away the ones we love, and makes you feel like God has abandoned you...when in fact,..that is what satan wants so you can completely turn against God and go satans way..Please...start turning your faith back into God's hands and start living for him..He knows what you want and what is in your heart...turn over your life for Him and start serving Him and believing in Jesus Christ, and all things you want and need will soon be back in your life..please, believe me...God and Jesus are the only ones who can help and heal you...I know that you are being called....so answer Their call, and don't submit and let Satan win...xo God Bless and keep you in Jesus' name, xo

Answer 2

first of all i am sorry to hear about your losses and let me tell you that you are not the only person in this world who is mourning. People who lose love ones may cry but with support from friends, yourself, strangers, relatives, your boss, whoever, and GOD get right back on their feet. They go back to work , attend school, start their own business, party, and do positive things. This is what you can do. Sweety GOD does not hate you. GOD does not hate anybody. He is just challenging you in a difficult way. I can say this, GOD put professional people on this earth to help you and he put people like me on this website to help you as well. If you have insurance, make an appointment with a psychologist or get charity care from the hospital so you can get help. Maybe the psychologist will put you on medication for a certain amount of time so you can stay focus and keep your job or another job. While you are getting counseling, maybe your counselor can suggest that you join a group or attend college so you can work in a career that you love to do. When you get back on your feet, maybe one day you can get your kids back. IF you feel like you are going to harm yourself, please call the ambulance or go the hospital yourself. Lastly, you should attend church and talk to a pastor or priest because it sounds like you are depress and I want you to get better. GOD BLESS !

Answer 3

Get a grip women and sort out your life!!! not in a harsh way but elderly do tend to die and its unlikely your fault. your brothers out of order saying that. you should ignore what he said and forget about it and focus on you children. you need to sort you head out and becom a tun more comfortable with you life. get a job and keep it. consentrate on keeping the job and working hard to earn money and prove you are all there n the mental health woman was wrong to have your children taken away. im 16 and have no experience inno but i do no what its like to have a friend who is very similar to yourself. many occasions have i helped her doet her life. everyone calls her mental but i really admire her because she has been though soo much and come though it all . and she did it by focusing on something and working at it. Im sorry to hear about your mother but now you are a mother and you should really be thinking about your kids in this situation you know. And personally upholding a job is a good starting/turning point. you think god hates you? what even makes you think he exists. n if he did he gave humans the choice of free will. you control your own life this means you can do anything if you put your mind to it. good luck x

Answer 4

Have you found God? He doesn't know hate.
You need to learn love so you can feel and show love.
Are you still seeing the mental health counselor? That is important for you to stick with, even if you change doctors, you need someone to confide these feelings in.

Know that you are loved, otherwise nobody would be offering suggestions to you.

Your children love you unconditionally, whether they know you or not, you gave them life, now give yourself life. Find something you like to do so that you can have a stable comfortable life and don't worry about your age, it is just a number. This is a time in most peoples' lives where they figure out who they are, where they are going, and where they actually want to go (or be)...

Find God and the pieces will fall into place.

Answer 5

God does love you but the world can be a cruel place.
Have you been to a doctor recently to be checked for any emotional illnesses like manic depression or bipolar?
You may also just need some one supportive to talk to.
Have you tried joining support groups?
Only you have control over what is going on with you.
You need to start thinking about possitive things. Yeah I know "What possitive things" but there is always something if you look hard enough.
You can get through this!

Answer 6

Are you getting help for your mental issues? You are not a loser, you are ill. You need to work on improving your mental health. You need to know what's wrong and then try out ways that might help cure you or milden the symptoms of your illness. A psychiatrist and/or a psychologist should be able to help you with your illness.

Answer 7

That is so sad it broke my heart but please don't blame god for it though because he is not causing that. The bible says that he don't test anyone and neither should we test him. It is just luck but pray to God that he will help u and he will. He will at least help u find the solution to why are those things occuring to u. Just relax and don't do anything crazy like commiting suicide. I wished I could have helped u in some other way but I had not being through something that tough. Poor u.

Answer 8

Let's see, ..............
you make your own path in this life, no more
excuses that life's to hard on me(you), have you ever
stopped to think that all of this problems can only
make you stronger? or do you, like most people go with the easy
way,( I'm such a loser), If I could tell you what I've been through,
you could make a movie(action, drama,thriller, all in one), but I'm still standing here, and no one can stop me, so get the best of it,
move to another city, travel, meet chicks, life's hard on most of us, but I think that life trows a curve now and then to see if you're
strong enough.

Answer 9

While the other answerers have some good advice, there is one "condition" that you may have, that is more basic than bi-polar disorder, and may be partially responsible for your lack of focus now.

It is low blood sugar (hypoglycemia).

There is basic information available at www.hufa.org. You may wish to check out the symptoms link and see what symptoms you may have that also may be related to hypoglycemia - if any.

Please feel free to e-mail me if you have any questions.

Answer 10

Talk to a therapist, talk to a pastor but talk to someone! Sounds like you need extra help. And talk to God for he loves you and is with you always. Talk to someone to get to the bottom of this so you can feel normal again and maybe smile and maybe get your kids back. Are you on meds for depression? Good luck! :)