my life sucks....?

Question

Yeah, yeah,,feeling sorry for myself...but you know, i dont' care. I am quite finished with all this. I don't have a single reason for being here. I'm not going to kill myself, because I love my parents too much,,,but I do want it to be over. my counsillor says i have a death wish...yes. I wish when I was driving my car would run into a pole, I wish that I would fall down the stairs, I wish I'd have a stroke or heart attack. why does God put us here and allow us to be so unhappy...Oh i've tried. I work hard and I've got a good job. sooooo...I still can't pay the mtg. I have a daughter that I'm making miserable because i'm not happy...I know I'm suffering from a mental illness..and i'm getting help for that, and i'm on meds for that....but how long does one have to suffer...4 or 5 years isn't enough??? longer...its been almost 10! and even though I'm getting "treatment" I feel worse than ever. I'm finished, but i'm too worried about everyone else to end it....what about me?

many people have said to accept God and Jesus into my life...I get on my knees every night and beg for help....I either not getting a responce or not able to hear it....

Answer 1

what a Sad tale, sweetheart!

The place that you are in is one of Desparation and the way to leave it, is to turn to God. To go to God in Prayer and ask for the relief that you need, he can get you back on track, even when we have trouble seeing a way out! I have prayed for you and I ask God to lift your heavy burdens Physically, mentally and spiritually.

I would like to pray with you right now, so that as you read these words in prayer that they may minister to your spirit and allow the Holy spirit to come into your life and situation and do what he does best comfort you and bless you immeasurably. But you have to understand that the "Promises of God" are yours as soon as you believe them. SO Praying or not if you don't believe that God is able your mindset will block your blessing and Gods ability to assist you. The bible says in Matthew 18:19:... That if two of us shall agree on earth as touching any thing (even our separate computers) that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven.

The lord is not a respector of persons, what he does for one person (that believes in him) he is more than able to do for another (who believes). BUT he is a gentleman so he gives you your own free will, he does not make you do anything nor will he just come in and help you just because you have a problem(s). YOU MUST ASK him into your heart, life and situation, Then you enable him to meet your request. As long as you are happy sulking he will leave you sulking, but if you seek him he will gladly answer you, because he wants you let him in to your life, but it has to be your choice, he will NEVER just force himself on anyone!

So right now, father God I ask that you would please forgive me and my sister/brother in need right now, lord we ask forgiveness for every wrong and sinful thought, every trick of the enemy that we have allowed & every curse that may have spoken or brought upon us by our own doing or those done by anyone else's thoughts words or deeds. Lord I ask you to loose my sister/brother right now from every plot,plan and scheme devised of the Devil to cause mental, spiritual and physical oppression. Lord we bind of every evil ome, spirit and pricipality that would exalt itself above the name of the lord our God and we loose your loving kindness lord and your tender mercies. Father I ask that you loose my sister/brother to you and send your holy spirit and peace to minister to him or her wherever he/she may sit, walk, stand, or lay right this very moment and I ask you to place a hedge of protection around his/her mind and and thoughts.

Lord I ask you to send your ministering angels to protect the daughter and give her your love and grace that she is so deserving of, lord help her parent that has written this message to be at peace inside and outside of the home and bless their family with people of good christ-like hearts and influence and I pray that thy will would be done as I stand in the gap (of intercession) for this family and ask you reign with them, enabling them to know you more and more for you you really are. your word says that we have not because we ask not and So we ask things things in Jesus' name and thank you for everything taht you are doing and by faith we call it done by The Almight God and Provider of all things Good In Jesus' name We pray ~Amen

Answer 2

I'm not therapist but I truly believe that you are in a world of pain. Everyone suffers from some sort of grief in their lives. Sometimes its worst in others lives. You say you suffered from this for some time now. Why give up now? Is your life all that bad. You have a child, what about people that can have children ever, how do you think they feel? You were given a gift. Life is not an easy task. If you don't belive in God, then believe in the fact that we were all put on this earth for some reason. YOU HAVE TO FIND WHAT YOUR REASON FOR BEING HERE IS, and its not being miserable. I understand that you can't help the fact that you feel the way you do. Mental illness is sometimes overwhelming that we believe that there will never be any solution to. But there is always light at the end of the tunnel, if you can believe that. You just have to keep on searching and not give up. Do you think you are the only suffering I'm sure you realize, or if you haven't already, this affects everyone around you. Why not seeking another therapist or other treatments that are recommeded to you. Please don't give up. YOu have more to live for, you just haven't found it yet. May god bless you.

Answer 3

Someplace you have lost touch with reality. reality is that your life right this moment does not suck. You are basing it on what was. You can't change that no matter what you do, but you can change the future. First of all you have to come to the moment you are in and refuse to let the baggage hitchhike on your consciousness. Tomorrow is not here and not even a moment from now is here yet. So how in the World do you know it is going to be sucking a moment from now? If you are a mind reader then you are wasting your time on negative projection, you should be in Vegas winning ,millions based on your knowledge of the future. Oh your only talking about your mindset in regards to the future? Well if you have that much of an edge on how you are going to feel in a minute then you have a heads up and you can refuse to let the garbage ride. Let it go and ask God to come in a fill the void with His presence. It has to be better then darkness and bleak projections. You are here right now and God is here right now. Just stay in the now and refuse to move until it is a green light.
Love and Peace from within..........

Answer 4

You sound like me, but i'm 46, and I've been suffering since junior high school with the same kind of problems. God never told me why my life would be such a pointless struggle, and when I look at other proples' lives, it's hard not to become hopelessly bitter, but suicide is not an option. It's too damn easy. Keep fighting the good fight, which is just staying alive, for people like us. There is dignity in the struggle, a dignity that other people can't even comprehend. Maybe that is the point of lthe strggle after all - Dignity.

Answer 5

Why are you so unhappy? Your life has the rough spots that everybody has.... Look at what you are blessed with....You have good parents, a daughter, a house, a job, a life..... You have the ability to live... There are people you don't have a chance....because they have to be somewhere else to finish their work....You need Heavenly Father in your life, and you need to look at it differently. We have bad things and good things. You are doing the best you can, but you are looking in the wrong places for happiness. Do get what I am saying? There is so much that you can still do, and so much you are blessed with. Remember that not what is bringing you down, okay?

Answer 6

READ THIS..........RIGHT NOW.

You're wallowing in self-pity.

There comes a time in everyone's life when they have to evaluate. Not like the shrinks tell you, or like those naiive, though well-meaning, people that tell you to find God. That's all well and good, but it doesn't solve your problem. All it does is apply salve to the wound and not cure the infection.

Start with this question: Why am I the way I am? What is it about me that I hate? that I disapprove of? that is making me want to off myself? What SPECIFICALLY??? When you can't think of one single thing, it's time to move on. Because there isn't a single thing about you that's worth hating.

Then I want you to go do something for someone else, and don't expect anything in return for it. Give ten bucks to a bum on the street, even though you know damn well he's going to drink it down. Don't think about what you're getting out of it. Just do something nice for someone.

Then tomorrow, do something nice for someone else. Don't expect anything in return for it.

Then do it again. And again. And again. Stop thinking about yourself. You really don't matter. YOU DON'T MATTER. What matters is those people that need you. Those people that couldn't live without you. Do for them, and stop thinking about yourself. Accept the truth that you're not willing to accept, and that's that you don't matter. Not one bit in this world.

When you stop focusing on yourself and start focusing on the needs of others, you become happy.

TRUST ME.

I'VE DONE IT.

Answer 7

look sometimes the meds make it worse my suggestion get a hobbie or something to get you motivated and its not good to wish for death. how old is your daughter you dont want to put her through anything at a young age or any age for that matter. just try thinking of the glass as half full more than almost empty. hope everything turns out ok

Answer 8

I can't argue with you. I am familiar with the feelings you've expressed. The only thing that works for me is not to wallow in them. The more you think about it, the more consumed you'll be. I'm glad to hear that you'll stick around for your family. Not sure if you do much reading but "The Road Less Traveled" was a good book and also, "Left To Tell" was very inspirational.

Hang in there.....there really are great things for you to live for!

Answer 9

Sounds like you need an unbiased Christian friend to talk to. I would love to chat with you anytime. IM me at [e-mail]. I bet many of us on this site feel the same way as I do. I noticed that even the hecklers here have shone you compassion by not being mean to you. Beleive it or not, everyone has at one time felt EXACTLY like you. Been there done that, survived another day! Cheer up! You are loved!!!!!

Answer 10

Well, I have bad luck with women... and still doing my best.

Try to change something in your life, new life experiences may be good for you.

And I'll tell you one reason why you shouldn't kill yourself.. What if there is no God, no nothing... just what was before your birth.

Here on Earth you STILL can change things,

take care

Answer 11

You make peace with God and he will give you meaning and peace in Life.He will give you security,Love,comfort in troubling times.

Rom 5:1 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ:
Rom 5:2 By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.
You receive Jesus by Faith to settle your sin debt with God and Jesus
will give you true peace that passes all understanding.When the world
howls you can set in Jesus hands.Joh 3:15 That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life.
Joh 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. I am praying or you.
In Christ in LOve,
TJ57