how do i stop being evil?

Question

IM A DEVIL WORSHPER I LIKE "MAY LOVE" I THANK SO ANY SHE IS CRISTAN I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO SHE TALK'S TOO LIKE 14 OTHER GUY'S AND I NEVER CARED FOR ANY ONE NOW I......I DON'T KNOW SHE MAKE'S ME FILL LIKE UMM I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SAY IT SHE MAKE'S ME FILL LIKE I DON'T HATE ANY ONE BUT WHEN WE GET OFF THE PHONE I HATE EVERY ONE BUT HER AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO........P.S. I NEVER TOLD HER THIS YET.

Answer 1

Eat a pickle. Should help. If it doesn't thrust the pickle down someone's throat and watch them suffer!! Nice hobby of mine. *sighs* the good old days...

Answer 2

There's not really a whole lot we can do for you over the Internet. You need to talk about it with people you trust, and take what they say into account. Most of all though, follow your heart. Don't completely do what anyone tells you to, if you think it's wrong.

Personally, though, I don't think she'd ever talk to you if she knew you were a devil worshipper. And I don't know where you stand on this, but it's a generally held principle that loving is better than hating. So, if being with her makes you not hate people, then go for it.

I apologize in advance, but I have to say that I think satanism is horrible and wrong, and I know no one should ever worship evil.

As for your original question, "how do i stop being evil?" you know what you have to do. Quit worshipping the devil and go to church.

Answer 3

well, first of all consider checking your self for bipolar I disorder. some people instead of going crazy think everyone else is an a hole and gets really upset about small things. Secondly I have this problem too and it gets worst if I watch movies like the terminator, or go into the illegal immigration chat line. If you surround yourself with possitive people like her then your more likely to change your thoughts. Also, the majority of the conversations we have are with ourselves. If you have a negative thought, change it even if you dont believe it. Church is a good place to go. At first I thougth the people were all two faced a holes until i met people and learned we are all not perfect. Try listening to postitve music and do not tell her your thougths. People who are positive and nice do not want to hang out with people who have bad thougths and with bad attitudes. This is not something that will bring you closer.

Answer 4

Fill the tub with warm waer and put your head under the surface for ten (10) minutes. This will cure your evilness. You may not want to put yourself through this. Otherwise, be nice. It'll go away. Get a job and live a good life and you'll stop being angry around the time you turn 26 or so.

Answer 5

First of all, never in the history of manking has EVIL been a GOOD thing. Is there any benefit to being evil? Anything. Just live your life not according to anything people may expect or portray as cool. From here on out just try to do whats right.

Answer 6

If you're actually a Satanist and not following some wacked out unofficial version of Satanism, it doesn't automatically make you evil. Satanism is about self-love and self-empowerment.

However, if you hate a lot of people...you might want to consider where all of the hate is coming from. You're obviously capable of caring about someone, so you're probably more angry than evil. Think about where it's coming from, and develop a healthy outlet for your anger (playing music helped me when I was younger).

Answer 7

You're not evil you have held back your feelings and built up anger. You need to admit that you've been hurt, then tell the people who hurt you that they hurt you, and get away from anyone who doesn't care that they hurt you and continues to hurt you. The fact that you feel bad for what you've done to others, even if it's just "hating," means you're a good person. If you didn't care at all then you might be evil. You can change and overcome your pain, loss, and anger.

Answer 8

I think you should just start a relationshipwith her talk to her a little get her email or something or text her by way of cell. It kind of sounds like you have closed yourself off to people and never really let yourself care about anyone...I could be way off, but...take it slow...if it doesnt happen with her it will with somebody else. Be open.

Answer 9

You know, I think the fact you have fallen in love with somebody good shows you are not evil. Evil people cannot love. Love, love, love with all your heart. Keep talking to her - I get the feeling she is doing you a lot of good.

Answer 10

If you love this girl as much as you say then her love will take care of all the ills in your soul-otherwise,I think you're in serious trouble.I don't normally try to mind someone else's business,but you should Jesus a try!