I'm sixteen years old and I currently suffer from all kinds of things. Worst are my almost unbearable mood swings, from ecstatic one minute to a pathetic emotional wreck the next. Little things set me off and I get stressed very easily. One thing can ruin my day. I've always been very moody, but it hasn't been until recently that I've noticed how much I worry, cry, and how much emotion I experience. At times the depression is a lot to deal with and all I can do is sit here and wish I wasn't alive (though I wouldn't say I'm suicidal).
I'm afraid to talk to my parents about it, as the relationship we have seems to be very superficial and fake. I'd like anyones' opinion on a specific disorder I may be dealing with, and this can go beyond the scope of Yahoo! Answers. I wouldn't mind chatting about it, emailing back and forth, whatever.
I believe it's a mood disorder, but I'm not sure what. I'm pretty sure I'm not bipolar, as I don't meet a lot of the symptons.
Thank you for your input.
2006-08-11
12:03:49
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Thank you for the answers so far.
I've speculated about many different types of disorders, and sometimes I'll come close to matching them. I found another question here about Borderline Personality Disorder, which lead me to look it up on Wikipedia, and I match the symptons at least 90 to 95%.
I would like to talk to a professional, but it's hard to tell your mom, who loves you and wants the best for you, "Hey mom, I'm screwed up, I need some help,". I don't want to make her feel like a failure, you know?
I'm homeschooled so school help is out of the question, along with school being a cause of my anxiety.
2006-08-11
12:17:55 ·
update #1