I was doing so good today and about 5 o clock I felt something so evil jump on me...it felt sexual and I felt like everyone was looking at me and thinking evil thoughts about me like mocking me and hatred towards me. I prayed and prayed and ran out to my car and left and went home I think I should just make it on my own or wait until I get some miracle ?
2006-08-11 11:51:57 · 21 answers · asked by trinity_loves_neo1 1 in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
are you insane?
2006-08-11 11:54:33 · answer #1 · answered by jimvalentinojr 6 · 0⤊ 2⤋
If you're a survivor of sexual abuse you may have been having a flashback. This is part of PTSD and is very common with abuse survivors. That must have been very frightening for you but it wasn't evil.
It's great that you're praying and getting counseling but here are some things to consider.
Maybe you're not seeing the right type of therapist or maybe this therapist just isn't the best one for you. You may need to find another one.
Therapy can sometimes take a while to work...if you've just started then you may need to give it more of a chance.
Also, we're not passive victims when it comes to therapy. I don't mean this to sound harsh but there are times when you need to sit down and try to figure out what's best for yourself. Ask for the support of friends and family if you can. Ask your doctor about meds that may help you. Look for support groups in your area. Try to get involved in activities such as clubs or groups or anything that you enjoy that will bring you more out of yourself and away form your fears.
It sounds like you have a strong belief in God but try to remember that God helps those who help themselves. I understand how tough this can be so try not to be too hard on yourself. You don't have to wait for a miracle, you can improve your life. It IS possible.
P.S. After something traumatic like that, try to do something soothing. Anything you can think of that will help you relax, like listening to music or taking a bubble bath. If things seem too hard to deal with then give your therapist a call.
2006-08-11 19:04:19 · answer #2 · answered by mountaingirl 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
It's called puberty.
As you get older, you're going to experience more and more sexual feelings. This is perfectly okay. It's natural to feel like that, and it's natural to act on those feelings.
Be sure to do so safely, though. If you are dating someone, be sure to take precautions if you engage in sexual activity. If you are alone when you engage in sexual activity, just try not to get caught. People will understand, but it's still embarrassing.
If you have a lot of pent up sexual desire, you might want to consider letting it out somehow. If your parents don't have hangups about that sort of thing, maybe they'll get you a book with sexy pictures in it. If not, I'm sure you can find a friend at school who can help.
Don't be ashamed. That sort of thing is part of growing up.
2006-08-11 18:57:20 · answer #3 · answered by Minh 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Trinity, read the letters I wrote you.
And help yourself.
Stop acting pitiful!
You are a strong child of God. Do you even comprehend that?
The powers that are attacking you are so weak compared to your creator. They shriek at God's scripture.
When you feel scared get your Bible out and start reading it aloud!
Evil hates the word of God!
You will not get a miracle from God. He wants you to work with him on fixing it.
2006-08-11 19:04:11 · answer #4 · answered by the nothing 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
It sounds like perhaps you had an anxiety attack. See your doctor or go to the emergency room if you do not have a private physician. Perhaps a proper diagnosis and medication is the miracle you are looking for.
2006-08-11 19:07:39 · answer #5 · answered by Kate 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Could be you have a chemical imbalance in your system. If not, and I would check with a doctor to be sure, it could be that you are under attack by the enemy because there is something really special for you in God's plans and the enemy doesn't want you to do it. Be strong, for He has overcome and will lead you thru if you trust Him to.
2006-08-11 18:57:36 · answer #6 · answered by child_of_the_lion 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You have free will. That means you need to learn to control your thoughts, bodily urges, actions. Praying is good, but you need to do your part too. God helps those that help themselves. I suggest you continue with counseling, if you are having delusions about people thinking evil thought about you, you need to keep going.
2006-08-11 18:56:52 · answer #7 · answered by MadforMAC 7 · 0⤊ 1⤋
Honey,
You are experiencing some pretty serious psychiatric symptoms there. You need to be seen right away and get on a good anti-psychotic.
That's coming from someone who's been there.
2006-08-11 19:00:02 · answer #8 · answered by jane 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Sounds like you may be suffering from paranoia or maybe some other psychological disorder like borderline personality disorder? Go to a professional psychologist and get that checked out.
2006-08-11 18:56:27 · answer #9 · answered by Phoenix's Mommy 4 · 0⤊ 1⤋
You should ask Jesus to take over your life and let him come into your heart. Get into a church were they praise Jesus and just repent every evil thought in his name tell it to leave because you have the authority in Jesus name to repent every evil spirit from your life but just dont give up read the bible thats god's medicine.
2006-08-11 18:57:11 · answer #10 · answered by Jay-j 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋
waiting for a miracle is not going to work. Understanding that it is most likely your imagination running away with you. Use your mind to toss it away That will work if it is imagination or if you have good will and can resist it.
2006-08-11 18:56:04 · answer #11 · answered by admiralgill 4 · 0⤊ 1⤋