currently most people see for who i was for years ago an i am not?

Question

how do tell them that i am not the same or that i have changed
what must i do to have them believe
an at the same i am still tryin to go some people that are very dear
to who my foster parents when i was 16 this is a peom that i wrote cause of it please do not bash it A burning fire that what is my soul it tears though send forth a thousand swords thought my heart
That lay waste to my heart that almost looks like a beach whose sand that is crimson red with from disasters
The very thing I swore not to be come is what is now has come to pass
I should of seen the signs of what was to who I am it tore though me a wind burst of 1000 mile per hour
I cant repair the past but I use what did to make sure that it never happens again
Whatýs done is done an cant be undone there is no force that can change that an thatýs the way my tortured
Soul must endure what my path is still endure no matter how far I run I cant run from my destiny cause I could all the to next dimension an it would still catch up to me sometimes I wish could know what my path I know cause I like to be prepared for anything but know matter how I want it to bend to my will but it is the exact opposite I must to its will
But I also do have say how it will unfold to be the way I want to become an the way it will happen
But I must confront myself , past , an my worst fears I must stay strong

Answer 1

What a tight poem. I see a lot of myself in this poem also. It's all about taking control of your life. making right and learning from wrong decisions. We all learn as we go no one has things in there life that they don't regret. Your cool stay that way and express yourself in your writing your voice is many voices. i am glad I read your poem today. Thanks

Answer 2

You have to show them you’ve changed, saying it isn’t enough.
And no matter how hard you try to show them some people will need a lot of time to accept that you’re not the same person that they had so much trouble with.
Be patient sweetie, they’ll see it & come around eventually.

Blessed Be.

Answer 3

Change happens inside out- people will notice maybe not a the pace that you would like. Don't get overly caught up in what people think (it makes you vulnerable) to be shaped by others.

by the way you are qutie a good poet...

seems like a deeply rooted issue- let me know if i can help- [e-mail]

Answer 4

you are a new creation in christ...2 Corinthians 5:17

Answer 5

Just remember that actions speak louder than words. By your lifestyle, you will tell them what kind of a person you are now.